for the last few days the computer has been on the blink so i'm just writting a quick blog whilst i have the chance...

emily is getting better, thankfully...

i hate when the kids are ill!!

everything is still busy...

it's now the run up to caitlin's birthday!!!

o what fun...

and expense!!!!!

lol to all xxxxx.

well what a busy time we've had!

emily had great fun at her party on saturday, but now she's got croup and an ear infection to top it off!!!!

1st time on antibiotics!

so i phoned work this morning to say i'm not going in tomorrow i'm going to stay and look after my baby!!!!!

lol to you all, lisa xxxx.

just one more day at work, then another week off!!!!!

it's to give myself the opportunity to get used to the idea that my baby is going to be 1.....

ho-hum... they're not little for long!!!

lol xxxx.

this time next week my baby girl will be a year old!!!!

the time has gone far too quickly!!!!!

i had an ok day yesterday...

it would have been my 2nd baby's 2nd birthday...

mum and me went to see colin fry live last night he was very good but i'm still not totally convinced...

i'm shattered today...

caitlin's school photo's were out yesterday, so i've got to choose from the proofs...

it's really hard and i always misjudge how many photo's to order for family and friends, etc...

work tomorrow, sunday, monday and tuesday, then off till the week after!!!!

it'll soon be emily's birthday!!!

a week on saturday my little angel will be a big 1...

time goes so quickly, i'm starting to feel old, how depressing!!!!

i'm sure after work on tuesday things will be chaotic again, getting ready for her birthday party!!!

it'll be busy busy busy...........

that reminds me i must sort out caitlin's party cause that's only 4/5 weeks away!!!!!

after the anticipation of waiting to go to see colin fry live i feel a little disappointed that i'm still not sure either way about the whole medium psycic thing!

o well, better get on with house tidying, see y'all, lol xxxx.

after 2 weeks off i'm back at work tomorrow and i don't want to go!!!!

the girls have tired me out this last fortnight but we've had fun!!

any how...

i'm working 4 days this next week then only 2 days the week after cause it's emily's birthday week!!!!

i can't believe that she'll be 1 soon!!!

maybe it's time for another!!!

maybe NOT!

craig was night fishing last night and i had the worst night in ages with emily.

she's all of a snuffle and i think it's down to the dreaded teeth...

although she's got 6 already!!

she looks so funny cause she's really petit and she's trying her best to walk and she's got all these teeth...

a real cutie!  even if i am biased!!

after emily's birthday it's 3 weeks until caitlins!!

money money money!!

cause then comes......

the unmentionable time of the year!!

caitlin has already been listing things that she wants!!

 the good thing is she very rarely changes her mind so i get the chance to buy things early and spread the cost over a couple of months!!!

i'm looking forward to and kind of not looking forward to wednesday!

wednesday is the day when me and mum are going to the colin fry show (as mentioned in my previous blog!).

but wednesday is also the day that my baby that never saw this earth should have been born.....

i don't think i'll ever totally get over losing my baby and i think that anyone who says that they are over their loss is lying!

baby would have been 2, so it's over 2 years since my loss, and emily's appeared since then and i feel extremely blessed to have my beautiful girls, but i will always remeber never forget my baby of 2005....

and so on that depressing note i'll say cheerio for now and try to blog inbetween work this next week....

i'll definately blog about colin fry, and if i'm read or not i'm sure i'll cry!!!!!!

lol to all and see yers later lisa xxxx.

enough of the quiz results...

time for a blog!

i'm currently on cloud nine...

i phoned the box office this am and got tickets for colin fry for next week, and best of all they're for the second row back!!!!

they were cancellations and i totally phoned on the off chance...

colin fry is the british not as cute version of john edwards, just in case you didn't know!!!!

i'm not totally convinced in the powers of mediums, but i am totally fasinated by it and if it brings people comfort that's all that matters!

spookily, the day that the show is was my miscarried baby's due date!

he/she (tests couldn't confirm which, but i think 'he') would have been 2 this next week.

i'm taking my mum with me and i'll blog about it again after the show.

just a note to say please don't criticise me by going to this show, i know that some of you will frown upon me by going, but i'm so excited in witnessing the process for myself....

and i kind of hope that we'll be read, it would be really interesting to see what is said!

i believe in possibilties and this is one of the many things that i feel could be possible.....

lol to all and your families from me and mine!  xxxx.

love these tests they're hilarious...

look out for more!!!

lol lisa xxxx.

what about this??!!!!

lol lisa xxxx.

try this one!!

lol lisa xxxx.

internet ordering is fab!

but it's addictive so watch out!

i've got a room full of pressies ready for that unmentionable time of year!!!

but 1st i've got both my girls birthdays to contend with!!!!!!!

i've used paypal all the time when ordering as extra protection to the bank account which is taking a pre-chri***** battering!!!!!

i use high street shops that do delivery or collect in store...

on line many of them also deliver free if you spend so much, which is great for stocking up!!!!

obviously i'm in the uk, so talking from my experience here...

i've found woolworths and boots to be brilliant for on line shopping and prompt and/or free delivery....

they also have some great 3 for 2 offers, etc...

i'm so well stocked for the children that i think i'm sorted for friends and cousins too!!!!!

so now i'm going to try to be on minti more and shopping less!!!!!!

lol xxxx.

it's october!!!!!!

it'll soon be christmas!!!!!

AAARRRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol xxxx.