hi everyone!

i think that i'm back....

but maybe i won't be on minti quite as often as before.

i must finish the article that is about half way through and catch up with some of my friends.

so i'll be about, but i may not comment on things as much, i may just watch from a distance!!!!

that's if i can control myself!!

anyhow, here's hoping that all is well in minti-land, it's good to see there's no reported any thing at the moment!

lol to all my minti friends and their beautiful families!

see ya around!

lisa xxxx.

 

 

lol lisa xxxx.

 

 

as my friends know, i'm not feeling myself at the moment and in my previous blog i stupidly commented on my ranking!

i don't think that i'm better than anyone else, cause the way i feel at the moment i know i'm not....

i don't want to cause a ruption, but i had to blog again as dannii17 thought i was being to big for my boots and i don't like giving the wrong impression, i'm 32 for god's sake i'm beyond playground tactics!

i'm extremely low at the moment and am up one minute and down the next, i'm crying my eyes out as i'm writtng this.....

i don't want any one to feel i'm being horrible or getting involved in a rank war!

it was an innocent comment that has been taken the wrong way and i feel that maybe i'll take a week or so off minti...

because of the greiving as the aniversary of losing my baby looms this week, little insignificant comments are upsetting to me at the moment...

i wanted minti as my extra support this week, but i'll stay away i think, cause it's not doing my frame of mind any good!

lisa.

i can't believe how quickly i'm moving up the ranks since writting a few more articles!!

i'm just having a break again from writting my emotional one!!

i can't wait to break through the 100 mark!!

LOL xxxx.

they're still on the large size!!!

my boobs, that is!!!

but the discomfort is settling down now...

a little!

emily woke at 2am today and moaned for a good hour!!!

but she settled, and i haven't given in to her, so this is definately it...

the end of 17 months (nearly) of feeding!!!!

now i've written that i feel a little guilty...

well, i have been trying to stop for (nearly) 11 months, so i can't let the guilt get me now!!!

so here's me typing away!!!!!

avoiding writting any more of my article....

i'm going to smack my own wrist and get on with it!

well...

maybe tommorrow!!

LOL xxxx.

ooowwwwww!!!!

i'm trying to stop my milk!

last night i managed to settle emily without her breast feeding from me at all - HORRAY!

so now i've got boobs like rockets!

they really hurt, but i am going to be glad to finally possess my own body again!

i'm currently going through the same routine as last night in the hope that once the weekend is over then we're on the home front and her sleep pattern should hopefully settle down too...

SLEEP - what a luxury that would be!

well must continue the routine....

and i'm off this weekend, so hopefully i'll get back to my tearful article!!

lol lisa xxxx.

I'm writting another article.

It's as therapy!

But, I didn't think it'd be so hard...

I've saved it as draft and am taking a break from it.

It's about my miscairage....

It's three years soon and I've had another child, yet it's difficult for me to write about, but I feel I must.

I want to write something for me to go back to read through if I feel I need to.

Is it normal for me to still feel like it was yesterday that I lost my baby?!

I'm blubbering.......

O well, I'm signing off for today, I don't think I can write anymore today.

I am going to finish my article, I think it will help me, and I also hope that it will help anyone else who feels that they should be over it!!!!

Cause I don't think you ever get over it...

lol to my fellow minti's!!

sorry to depress you all!

I'll be back later, well if not later, then tomorrow!

lol xxxx.

my blood results have come back as normal, so it is the girls that are tiring me out!

well at least i haven't got to have any medication for anaemia...

it would just be something else that i'd forget!!

so health check is clear and now i just need sleep!!!

how can a child be sooooooo active and sleep sooooooo little?!!

emily still hasn't slept through yet and she's 17 months next week!!!!

o the joys of motherhood!

lol xxxx.

 

 

my baby daughter calls all felines 'tie-der'

we have 2 cats called tiger (tie-der) and blue (blu-boo)

i found this picture while browsing around and emily started shouting tie-der tie-der at the computer!!!!

lol xxxx.

it's my mum's birthday today, yes two days after mine!!!!

i was her 21st b'day pressie!!

so....

tomorrow there's a family gathering at mum's, just for the sake of gathering all together!!!

then there may be more youtube clips of my mad lot, like in my previous blog!!!

not been up to much today, feel tired!  but always do, i look forward to the time when emily decides she's going to sleep through!!

had my bloods done yesterday, should get the results early next week....

maybe my iron count is low????  but i just think the girls are too active!!! LOL xxxx.

i'm waffling on now, so i'll be off, but if you want a giggle take a look at my dad and his sibling's in the youtube link in my previous blog!!

see y'all!

lol lisa xxxx.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gdTVVMzgco

my dad and his bro & sister's!

from the left : Eddie, Erika, Doreen, Andrew (Dad) and Pat.

this was on new year's day at his brother's house!

yes, they're all a bit tipsy!!

lol xxxx.

since monday the computer hasn't wanted to visit the internet, but horray for today and hello everyone!

yesterday was busy i kept myself distracted from the 32 feeling of my birthday! tomorrow is my mum's birthday...

at least i'm not that old!!!  hehe...

i'm meant to be tidying as emily is asleep, but the computer is working today so here i am tapping away on the keys....

caitlin's at preschool, thank goodness!  she was very difficult yesterday i think the naughty fairy had visited her, but she seems more herself this morning.

she was the first at school for a change, normally she's the last!

i really ought to get some more tidying done, cause before i know it i''l have to go and pick caitlin up again!

i'm leaving the computer on so i'll drop in and out throghout the day!

see y'all for now, lol, very old! lisa xxxx.

yes i'm off work again today, cause of poorly babes!!!

so there goes two days pay!

not to worry the girls are much more important.

hopefully i'll be in tomorrow, and then i'm off for the rest of the week anyway!!!

because thursday is my curl up and hide day!!!

since becoming 30 i don't want to get older!!!!

i think i should have stayed 29 forever!!!

ho hum!  must get things done!!

lol all, lisa xxxx.

i've done another article!

soon i'll be asking for more article ideas!!

lol xxxx.

 

 

it's mother's day in the uk, whatever you are doing, wherever you are, have a fabulous day, with love and best wishes from us! xxxx.

three days in a row at work?????

no....

emily had other ideas!

last night she decided to start with a high uncontrollable tempreture!

we went to the out of hrs drs at the hosp and she's got a throat infection!

which explains why she been so quiet!

other than her temp on the rise again and again and again, she doesn't seem too bad this morning.

she's on penicillin for the infection and baby brufen for her temp.

so both my girls are dosed up it's like an ENT ward here!!

caitlin with her ear infection and emily with her throat!!!

got to be careful to give the right med's to the right child as caitlln is allergic to penicillin!!!!!

i don't want another trip to the hosp!!

so i'm absent from work today because of my babies, well you've got to prioritise, and my babes will always be my number one!

happy mother's day everyone, lol lisa xxxx.

it's march!!!

it's my birthday on thursday, but don't tell anyone!

time, well this year is going way too fast!

i must be getting old, cause i sure am feeling it!

march, already!

i can't believe it.....

now i'm repeating myself!!!!

caitlin's got another ear infection, although after a day or so of being poorly, she seems a little brighter today.

emily had her 3rd pcv immunisation on wednesday, with not a whimper!  just her mmr to go, until the pre-school boosters.

i'm on three days at work from tomorrow, then a week off!!!!

to hide, as i get older!

i feel a little sad today, and although it's three years since my miscarriage this month, i've been looking through my things from the hospital and service that we had.....

it's three years and i've had another child, but i still had a cry!

i'm sure that i'll always feel sad at this time of year, as i do around what was the due date.

this month, i think i'll write an article about miscarriage, from my own perspective......

anyhow, now i've depressed everyone for the day!  i'll sign off for now, i'll be back on wednesday if not before!  three days on the run at work........  eeeccccckkkkkkk!!!!

lol to all lisa xxxx.