I have been having trouble sleeping! so much so that im dreading to go to bed and it starts scarring me, i think im starting to get anxiety attacts cause i will fall asleep and then wake up and cant get to sleep and then i start panicking and i cant breath properly, cant stay still, its so fusterating! i will force myself to lie down but as soon as im just about to realax i get real hot all of a sudden and then adrenlion starts pumpin through! im so just wanting a good night sleep!!!!! i have been sick the last two weeks and my family hav been away so it was very challenging as i looked after myself plus dylan. im very glad and happy that my mum is home from her holiday and finally home. just having the security of having them home has made me feel way better! im going to have a glass of milk before bed and try relax and read a book or something tonight and see how it goes. lol dont get me started on what i think of labour! i had a big panic attack last week over labour and didnt sleep at all making the next day me vomitting etc. so not thinking of labour or baby at moment. dylan is growin up so fast and he is so beautiful i love him soooo much