im having a little girl, its so exciting! Im a little nervous doin everything as a solo mum and looking after my 13 month son as well, but im sure it will be fine.. I have great family and friend support and getting used to my freedom lost and not going out. I do more things at home now like cross stitch and painting roses. im also doing a corraspondence course in fashin design while i wait for baby to come.Dylan has grown up so much now! he is sooo beautiful! he running along and just bein his beautiful sunshine personality, its kinda hard tho with the no smacking rule teaching him not to touch hot things or run out on the road or do tantrums. he does alot of tantrems and gets away with it lol. my pregnancy is going well for the second time, no hick ups at the moment their was a little in the first trimester but now just gettin bigger and bigger! my breasts are already size E!!!! not looking forward to when they are full of milk they be huge!  im a little nervous about my figure and if i will slim back down straight  away again and if im eatting too much or what lol..  the father to this pregnancy is in contact but i dont want to have all those dramas again, i really just want to focus on being the best mum and focus on my children and me than on some relationships and promblems.. I have to work on my insecurities and not go to men and sex for trying to get rid of them but instead start frienships and find who i am and be the best mother to my children. so fingers crossed that i will be strong