Lol this pregnancy is certinally harder than when i was pregnant to dylan! im much bigger and its alot harder and sorer this time round! but right now I have got funny habbits, like I cant stand not eatting at the table without it being set and knowing that all food is prepared and finished with plates ready! im also got into decorating my room so now im cutting out stars and flowers from paper, placing glitter on them and hopefully hangin them on the roof. but man, im soo exhausted everyday now just my body is getting exhausted and I cant handle things like visitors around at night as it iratates me even if they are not my friends but my families.. lol. with dylan at 6 months I just started showing but now i am the size of when i was 8 months pregnant! I cant walk as much as well, as it hurts and im always getting braxton hicks!! they are so uncomfortable!

dylan is beautiful and a lil sick wiv a cold but other than that i love him to pieces! i bought him a big easter egg today hehehe i love spoiling him and im kinda afraid that when baby comes i wont be their as much as I am now im so worried! i really want him to know that he is the sunshine in my life and nothing and no one will replace that, i just hope this baby wont take what me and my son have...

anyways im tired as! and goin to hop into bed and cut out stars lol hope everyone has a good night and day! oh and happy easter everyone!

xo

a couple days ago I got told that my ¨web page¨ was disgusting! i was so shocked!!! that my blog about me being pregnant was disgusting!!! what the heck?! I got soo angry!

Here i was writting my news and happiness and I get someone saying this.Well Im simply being myself and whoever does not like it can just get over them selves and get stuffed.I did nothing wrong.Just expressing my joys and hardships.

Im having another baby at 19,yea im younge, yea im single, but I love my kids and love being a mother! I know that Im a solo mum but their is no guy who I have found that will love me and my kids and be mature enough to look after us and be head of my family.its NOT my fault! im not sorry for getting pregnant,I love my child, i do regrett not being in a stable relationship and not being old enough but thats life and its happened!

I know Im strong enough and can be a good mum, I make mistakes but so does everyone its called life.....

but i find none of this or my page disgusting......