well my little man started kindy to day and he loved it he was runing around after we got home saying im so happy im so happy. he done me and his nana a paning of a zebra (hehe was like 5 difrent colour strips on a page soooo cute) ahhh my little man is growing up.  he does 2 days a week Monday and a Thursday so it will be just us girls on those days me and my moo moo (Amaliya) 

Well Amaliya had her first group session to day of OT and Physio there were about 7 of us in the group. Amaliya was the second eldest at 15 months and the youngest was 10 months. I came out of it feeling even more worried for my baby as she was t delayed the most  I new she was fairly  delayed but didn't really know bye how much until I went to this group session. All the other babies were bum shufferling and moving there arms and just so much more active. Mentally she is further behind to. As she gets older I see her slipping further and further behind kids her own age.  She has made progress as she can now roll from her tummy to her back but it is very slow going and I am soo proud of her. It just makes me worry about her like how far will she develop mentally I so want the best for my little angel to have all the life experiences that any other kids teenager or adult will have  though out life. The doctors say that only time will tell how far mentally she will develop that’s the bite that is hard the waiting to know. at the moment doctors say that physically she is at age level 5-6 months and mentally 6 months (she is 15 month at present).  Friends and family say that that’s not to far behind but I just see all the hard work my angle has to do just to try to keep up. But on the up side she loved the group session looking at all the other kids and watching what they were doing. There was only 1 boy in the group and she loved him (daddy was not happy his little girl liking the boys so early hehehe)

Levi starts kindy in couple of weeks he goes 2 days a week so on those days im thinking of taking Amaliya to Jimbaroo classes  and swimming  as one of the mums from the group said that they do those classes and has made a big difference in her daughters progress 

Well that’s my worry session done had to vent

 

omg im so peed off at myself i was trying to put all the pics on my comp onto a cd to back them up but I had to may albums on the disc so  I could write them to the cd so I deleted more than half of them of  disc (they were sill in the albums in my pictures album) and wala the first few when on perfectly well i had to go out so didn't get a chance do the others.  few days later and my comp was so slow so decided to clean my comp up did defrag and then system clean up with acronis privacy suite witch done the recycle bin to well I when to look though my pics to do the rest on a disk and all the pics that I didn't do (the ons I deleted from the disc) were gone just leaving a jpeg pic thingo  i have know idea why this happened but I am so peed as they were almost all the pics of Amaliya i have i don't know what to do i have done a search on my comp but there is no pic as such just the jpeg image doodad sniff sniff

Ahhh don't you just love it when all the kids r playing so good together. It seems lately these  time r far and few between but when they do it just bliss

Watched the move The Woods last night and what a strange one that was. I mean it was good but just strange i don't know if was meant to be like a true story or what.

I was so hurt and peed off to day as my nana (dads mum)rang me to see if my folks were home from there holiday yet. I said yes and so on then she said when the kids go back to school or Russ (ex hubby) has them you and matt (current partner) come over and have dinner as I just don't like kids.  How can she not like kids she had 4 of her own and she always has my cousin and his kids there. So I think she was meaning she doesn’t like my kids.  Grrrrr this has me soo mad.  I rang and told mum what she said and she was peed to but said she is getting old now and is starting to get a bit funny with things. I don't care how old she is that’s no excuse to hurt some ones feeling. What mother would like their nana say to them they don't like your kids. grrrrrrr gerrrr im getting madder the more I think about it