I can't believe it's been so long since I blogged.....but then I am pretty busy so I guess you'll all have to forgive me .   The girl's are now 16 weeks old and doing amazingly, they are such good babies and are just happy all the time.....I'm so very blessed with my gorgeous angels.

No matter how bad things get I just have to look at their smiling faces and and suddenly everything seems ok. We're going through some pretty tough things at the moment with my Mum who has just been diagnosed with cervical cancer and it's just about breaking my heart.......my Mum is my world, she is my best friend. I was there when the doctor told her and it was like my world suddenly came crashing down. So things are pretty hard at the moment. She's coming down to Sydney tomorrow to see specialists and as she'll be staying with us and we'll be seeing her in hospital I had to tell the boys so that was hard....Zak got pretty upset which was hard for me to watch.

Minti won't let me upload pics normally so I had to share my girls with you in my blog........Kyra is on the left and Ella on the right.

Just a very quick blog to let you all know that beautiful little angels are finally here. On Thursday 9th July 2009 Ella Grace was born at 3:46pm and Kyra Ann was born at 4:01pm. It was a very quick and easy delivery although Kyra (twin b) was breach and came out very purple needing oxygen and even though it was the scariest few seconds of my life she's doing marvelously now. Both my girls just take my breath away and I still can hardly believe I did it. I just sit and stare at them and get lost in them completely. Zak and Luke are completely smitten and love to constantly give them cuddles and kisses. Nick is fantastic with them and I honestly couldn't be any luckier or happier.

I've now tried to blog three times but it just won't let me add photo's so I'm uploading them separately.

Much love to all
Amanda xxxxxx

I'm just so excited!!!!!!!!!!   I've been waiting so long to finally see my baby girls and I've been through so much with them, I can't believe I'm finally going to be holding them in my arms tomorrow. I'll be looking into their eyes and be able to touch them and know that everything we've been through up until now has been worth it a thousand times over. Tomorrow I'm going to have my baby girls.........

The past 2 weeks have been so hard emotionally and physically, more than anything I thought it would be. I had my doctor's appointment today and he was just so lovely. He's happy I made it this far(38wks) but he can also see just how much this taken from me. He made a phone call and got me in to be induced tomorrow morning........I could have cried right then and there. So I have to ring the hospital at 7:15am to find out if I can go in then or if I have to wait.

I'll get Fi to let you all know the details and maybe even a pic or two.

Much love to all watch this space..............

Amanda xxxx