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Beautiful Baby girl, born 12:18 am july 5th 2008 weighing 7 pound 7 and a half ounzes. Perfect in everyway. She texted me ataround 1030 saying contractions 2 mins apart but not really painful. I went over bout 11 and we went off to the hospital. She had no time for gas or the water birth she wanted, baby was on its way. 1.5 hours labour! REALLY FAST! Any way i need sleep so will update later, i have chosen this pic to show you she is gourgous! Hope you dont mind lauren, love you and im so incredibly proud!

Thanks for al your well wishes, she appreciates it! Mum and bubs are fine!!!

mummyofbabydylan is in labour! im off shortly to be with her, what a priveledge!!!! YAYAYAYA i will keep  u updated and post picks!

Im going to invest in a hand diary i think, i just need to write some stuff down and get it out of my system.

well, the last couple of days i have been feeling a bit under the weather and sick so i thought i might have bronchitis as im prone, but just a chest infectiuon so thats good, i can handle that tho i feel like crap, i have been feeling nauceous too as well as a month late, so my doc wanted to do a preg test. I knew the answer would be neg, we have been careful with the meds i was on, but when i took the test, i was devastated, im sick  of seeing just one line. I knew i wasnt preg, i knew it, so why did i get so upset. even thinking about it now makes me tear up. my doc said tho i shouldnt really try on the meds, it wont harm my baby if anything does happen,(they are researching it and nothing has been found so far to be bad for baby) but i dont want to take the risk anyway. anyway cry over.

Also my face looks like a volcano at the moment, shocking!@!!!!! i actually am hiding myself from going outside its that bad. i got some cream for that so hopefully it works and quickly.

ive lost 16kilos all up now, i weighed myself today at my mums, a bit shocked, i have been naughty the last couple of weeks. but 16 kilos is good. still have a way to go but im getting there. In april when i went to christchurch to see in laws i was 16 kilo heavier, so, my MIl is coming up for a visit tonight, i wonder if it will be noticeable??? I get embaarrassed when people say it but im always curious, i dont look at myself and see myself thinning, i see a fat blob. with a crater face. LOL.  and wonder how on earth my husband is with me. i just feel so disgusting and worthless.

anyway i have to go get some house work done. sorry to anyoine who reads this im having a pity party and ill cry if i want to.

Im noticing blogs arent paid much attetion now but i have to shout it from the rooftop!! MY BOY IS THE BEST AND IM SO FREAKEN PROUD!!!!!!! we hade parent teacher interviews tonight, and the teacher just loves him,he mentioned we might be moving and she was really upset. He is a little below average in reading but not surprising he's been so sick this year but only below by like 4 months. and doing well at everything else!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY SWEET BABY BOY!! I love you more than you could ever imagine!!

WELL!! Its been a while. To those who have asked thanks for your messages and mails etc, im fine, i deleted my blogs for personal reasons but they were due to come down anyway. Im fine.

I got strep throat a few weeks ago and was sooooo sick. ended up in hospital for rehydration and was knocked out for a whole week. On the lucky side tho andrews work had some to cover him. he had to stay home as i couldnt hardly move, and after day 4 of being sick we attempted food shopping and almost killed myself!so back to bed for another few days. But im all good now so thats good.

So far i have lost between 15-16 kilos! YAY for me! been a bit norty the last two days, but today im bvack on track. my weight loss has slowed down alot, but when i was sick i lost 2 kilos in two day cause i couldnt eat and after a week of starvation i put on a kilo though i was eating well, prbably cause my body was worried i wasnt going to eat again.

Im really annoyed at the fact that i thought loosing weight would get my period back into routine, so i can have a bub. Well, im like 17 days overdue or what ever my ticker says and its really upset me! I wondered if its perhaps the meds im on but im not sure. Speaking of meds, my face looks like erupting volcanoes.im positive this is from the meds.

My sister is due in 10 days, she is quite small and the midwife keeps sending her for scans.anyhoo she is fine, she is still working crazy girl but whatever floats her boat. She was supposed to finish a week aago but apparently she will work til tuesday. My opinion, shes nuts, once this baby is born she will never agaain have sleep ins and stuff, but anyway thats her choice.

Im anxiously awaiting the arrival of Mummyofbabydylansxobaby girl, due in 6 days. We had expected she would have had it already her baby has been locked and loaded for weeks now. But nthing yet and we are really hoping it comes this weeknd as i have the PRIVILIGE of being there at the time!but as of monday for a week i have noone to look after my kidlets should she go into labour during the day so come on this weekend! i took her over a pineapple but that didnt work. I wont encourage sex lol, and she doesnt like curry! It has beeen REALLY bad weather here so no go for walks either..hmmm any ideas? i got caught in a huge hail storm this mornig dropping my boy off to school, luckily i left mikayla home with my sister nd he just made it inside!

We are on the move aagaain, we got two kittens a month and a half or so ago, and when we first moved in the land lady said cats ok no dogs, cause i wanted a dog. Then when we said we wanted to have a kitten i rang and CONFIRMED cats were ok, she said it fine, went on to tell me tho i shouldnt we wouuldnt look after them, and then the Owner of the house came over a few weeks aago and went back and told the lady we had two kittens aand she sent a letter saying we had to get rid of one of them cause we were DECLINED or request for a second kitten! WHAT A LOAD OF BULL! she never said anything about how many we could or couldnt have, and if i wanted to go behind her back and get something she said i couldnt have why on earth didnt i get a dog like i ORIGINALLY wanted. stupid cow. She never fixes anything, our roof looks like its about to collapse and we have DODGY wiring i actually FEAR our house catchig fire and her response is itll be right. Anyway not gong to fight it, we will just leave. Im worried though she will try withhold our bond we need it. Its already going to cost us or entire savings on gettying carpets cleaned and moving costs. not to mention the etxra bond we will need to pay and 2 weeks advance etc. We have stopped looking local for houses and think we will move out to whangaparoa. They have nice houses for good rent, and its closert for andrew to get to work anyway. I dont know how to tell my sister who boards with us cause she has already said she wont move. she wont have anywhere to go but we cant move for her or to suit her because what if she leaves??

I think this move will be good for us anyway, so wish us luck as this is going to break us finncially.

anyway thats about it from me!!! love yas xxx

PS, still havent heard about alex despite me ringing, but he is doing better no fevers only sore bones so thats good! but BLOODY DOCTORS!

this is Karen Carpenters LAST song, this is my favourite song ever and i am trying to find it on CD, does anyone else love karen like me??