Ah, you are uder too much stress Sweety, bet that the why of the bad dreams.  Having more bills than money is such a hard situation.  I know!  But i wish you the very best and I hope you can stay. Is there any way to get some help cause you need to spend all your energy on staying healthy.  Wishing you a chnage of fortune!!!   Think we all need a good lotto win!

Hun, I thought you kiwis had it pretty good when it came to internet and phone bills.  Better than us in Oz, and with faster internet speed too! lol.  I've been told you get unlimited free local calls included in your phone connection and discounted broadband if you get it through Telecom (are they still called that? lol.  My aunty used to work for them).  Or is it more higgledy piggledy these days?

Most companies, as long as you keep making 'faith' payments are not going to cut you off.  I've been there too and found as long as I paid a nominated amount every week, my connections were safe.  You should find the same your way too, after all, what company wants to lose even 1 client if you can still make them money?

Ah yes, pregnancy nightmares.  I had my share of them too, usually that there were hundreds of the little darlings in there and I was giving birth all day every day, for the rest of my life! lol.  Yours does sound like a panic response, and a warning to not frett about what happens to other women.  Relax hun, chances are, it isn't going to happen to you.

 You would be missed if you go Nat. You have a good healthy outlook on things if you get cut off, which is a way to go. I hope this situation gets sorted for you so you know where you stand and what you can do.

No more nightmares either just a smooth sailing pregnancy.

Love Janice xxxx

Well that sux, I'd die without my net access - but I'm not you, and that's probably just as well, for your sake! LOL

Hope all works out for you. Once you've gotten your bills caught up you might be able to shop around and find a cheaper phone/net deal, they're always trying to offer something better than the next company after all. Then you can come back and tell us all about it!

Good luck!

Cheers, DA

Awww I hope you don't get cut off and all the best for your pregnancy!!

Love Samantha xox 

I hope it doesn't happen, however if it does, you have a great attitude about it.  Sometimes the things we want aren't exactly what we need, so understanding that and creating a balance is very healthy.  I think nightmares about labour and pregnancy in general... I'm surprised you didn't dream you had kittens LOL! xoxox

Hey Nat,

Hoping you don't get cut off as you will be sorely missed. Even tho you'd be popping by when you can get to a computer, it's still not quite the same. In saying that tho, as you pointed out if you do get cut off at least it gives you a chance to free up some finances and possibly go with a cheaper, better provider.

As far as bubble goes (lol - I thought that was cute too  ), try not to worry. You prayed for this baby and you were given it. Trust and rest in His love for you sweety.

 hopefully you can find a way to still stick around :)

i have been having weird pregnancy dreams... no horrors yet, but um... certainly bizarre and raunchy 

Oh I hope you can get this sorted out....It will be sad not to have you around all the time, but you are being smart and dealing with the things that need to be sorted.....

I hope all goes well with the pregnancy those silly nightmares are awful.. I remember mine...

Speak to you soon from either your puter or your mums...Take care...

Cheers Spinnychic

aww hun its only natural to feel that way after everything you have been through.Fingers crossed you DONT get cut off

big hugs xxx

Hey there sorry to hear what you are going through, do what i do i am on prepaid home phone and prepaid internet.NO BILLS!!!!!!!!. works for us we cant over spend and if you dont have the money then you dont get on net until you have the $$$$$  it might work out a tad more expensive but hey no bills and you only put on what you can afford. I love it and it works for us

Naawww hun, I will miss you dearly, you have been a great support for me particularly over the last 3 weeks. If there was some way I could help please know that I would! Hopefully what you are paying will be enough. come on 24 weeks! I remember my first nightmare when I was preg with master ratbag, He was born with only one lung and a massive whole in his heart. It was horrible. And I used to get visits from a little person who was in a black cloak and I couldn't see anything but that, I would freese and get cold and have trouble breathing, That would happen 1-2 times a night. So I think we both have a very vivid imagination - not always good.

Well Hope to hear from you soon if you do get cut off!

Take care, Love ya muchly. xxxx.

You will be missed of course, but you are being very sensible and trying to sort out your finances,sometimes something has to go.

It's not easy for young families these days and you have expenses that are more essential. hope to see you on line when you can get to a computer

Love Pauline

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ooo i love that name bubble, can i steal it?? like arna had puggle and fihas wormy?? LOL, ive been trying to think of a name.  i dont want you all to forget me haha. ill definately be back.besides we might be lucky and what we are paying will be just enough to keep them away. i wont be leaving, i just wont be on as much.

Aww Nat, it will be sad to see you leave here, but if it is going to help your family financially, then it is for the best.

You do have an active imagination, but i guess i would be the same. Just try not to stress out too much, stay calm and little bubble will be with you before you know it.

Much love xoxox