scan went well, boy, it was amazing how much bean moved in the scan!! he did not like the sonographer, my belly feels bruised LOL, well, chance of downs syndrome is like 1 in 4000 so thats good. fist pic is bubz at 7 w

sorry its on its side. and next is bubs at 12w4d or 13w4d, who knows, they dont.

so, going by LMP i would be 13w4d and songrapher said thats my true date, but i hade a different midwife today who said to go by dates as beofre 12w4d. so i dunno, i have no idea. baby is measuring at 13w4d but the earlier the scan the more accurate she said. i dunno.

You do have to open a link, hopefully it works. Let me know. thanks for all your lounge visits and mails etc, sorry im so slack in replying. Keep safe all, love you lots!!

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yup, im emotional, i cry over everything!! my cat gave bbirth today or is giving birth, dont know if shes finshed, four so far! and im crying because its so beautiful. i cry because my daughter makes me laugh and i love her so much! i cry because im so proud of my son! its embarrassing! but, kseers posted a blog the other day, (ill add a link at the end hope you dont mind kath) i watch it over and over, crank it up on my stereo, LOUD and listen, all the time. so sad, i cry over it non stop!! i woke up this morning miserable, and having a panic attack about the fact that we are twom months overdue on our phone bill (if you dont hear from me thats why LOL) but stuff it, we are so bleesed, we have a house, we have enough food, and we have each other, we are so lucky, so much more than others.The kids are getting gifts this christmas,  i know we will be ok, we always are. and, if we end up with no net for a few month, well, at least we are fed and clothed and homed. i might go crazy over that couple of months, but you get my drift.

heres the link to the song that is helping me keep my spirits up! http://www.minti.com/members/kseers/blog/912970/An-oldie-but-a-goody/ hope the link works xoxoxo

if i dont get another chance, Merry christmas to you all, and 12 weeks on thursday!! WOHOO!!!!

cause thats ALL i want!!!! I WANT SUSHI!!!!! I like the chicken sushi, ew to raw fish. i think about it all day, but ive heard sushi is bad. and of course, because its the only thing i want to eat, its all anyone eats around me!!!!!! GRRRR

i could say im feeling better but if i do i start feeling sick again. I feel sick first thing in the morning and on and off all day. i suppose its getting better, but we'll see. 8 more sleeps tyil santa visits, my present ill get, will be making it to 12 weeks. man am i hanging out for that!

Not that im complaining, id much rather be pregnant despit the nasea and extreme tirredness, LOL, BUT, every year for the past um 6 years, i have wanted a champayne breakfast. No idea why, guess i would like tyo feel posh. anyway,every year im put off, last year my sister was around and she is an alcoholic, so i didnt ddrink in front of her, year before, breakfast with inlaws who dont drink, and the one before tha?? cant rememeber, but you get the drift. every year its been put off. this year, i said, im going to have this breakfast if it means i stay home alone! LOL, but low and behold, im up the duff

Im not complaining, just laughing at the irony of it. 

school got out today, im already feeling exhausted haha. na, its will probably be that now i can rest more i wont be so tired anymore or so sick. typical. alex got his report and it was GLOWING, im very proud, Not to mention, he got a GOLD certificate! thts my boy! 

went and saw QUARANTINE last niught, heard of that movie?? its a horror. Man, im getting to old! it was so cool! but, my heart is still punding! haha. Great movie, best ive seen in a long time. 

Anyway, gtg make dinner, i guess, yay for me. xoxoxox If i dont get another chance, MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all! Keep safe, and be merry, and for those enjoying a glass of wine have one for me! 

so i got my test results today, for toxomaplosis, or whatever. Good news is, so far i havent been exposed, bad news is im not immune! im scared of my cats and wish i could sent themaway for a few months, til i get to 6 months at least. what a bad owner. i love them, but i love my baby more. i just have to make sure i stay well away and not hold the cats or anything. o man. i thought for sure i would be immune, anyway, i know you probably think im over reacting, but im a worry wart,

i am getting really mad! http://nz.news.yahoo.com/a/-/top-stories/5204258 why do people need to have so much power. leave santa alone!!!!!! next they are going to tell me spelling christmas is not good and we all have to spell it xmas (which i dont like but each to there own) this santa has been there, FOREVER, i cannot believe they want it down, yet, o lets have boobs on bikes in the middle of queen street once a year cause thats good for the community. im so mad, wild hormaonal preggy woman on the loose, seriously, i feel like going physco. i wish every one would leave bloody well alone!!

16 days til christmas, 16 days til i hit 12w.

I have a nuchal scan on the 29th, to check for high or low risk of downs syndrome. Im low risk, but the scan was offered and im not going to say no to a chance to see my baby!

i thought i had started feeling better, but yeterday and today i feel absolute **** i just want to vomit nd sleep! im not a vomity person, we all get a tummy bug and i have to feel sick while everyone else vomits. so unfair. I have only been sick  once, last weekend. cause i drank choc milk to early and to fast. yuk. i would prefer to loose my lunch. i hate feeling like im about to but never do. its worse. i cant seem to stay awake either! yesterday i went to sleep at about 2 til 5, waking up only for two min blocks about 10 times for the kids. lucky i dont need to get alex from school.  Then i couldnt stomach dinner but forced myself to eat some otherwise the sick feeling only gets worse!

anyway, hopefully i learn to be sick, or just get over it soon. it really does put a dampr on being happy about being preg.

My dad is good, back home. it was what i read up on the net, how wrong that i diagnosed him beofre thee docs did! he came so close to dying its not fuunny, i would teel the whole strory but im starting for feel dizzy sitting here. they kept asking what medication he was on he said none, they seemed baffled that my 52year old dad is not on any medication for anything. they suspected he would be for his heart., my dad is fit as a fiddle. i think they made him feel abit old. ive never really had a close relationship with him, and i have to try harder. i am the odd one out in the family, i know i am, but i dont want anything to happen to him, and regret not trying hard enough.

o, and i seem to be crying at everything these days!

anyway, im going to lie down and read a book, try get rid of this nausea. oxoxox

ps, i never got my results about the toxomaplasis thing, im hoping no news is good news??

IM GOING TO POST 5 QUESTIONS AND ANSWER THEM AND THEN TAG 5 FRIENDS WHO THEN (IF THEY WANT) NEED TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS IN A BLOG TITLES BLOGTAG - (USERNAME) AND TAG 5 MORE FRIENDS....

1. Whats the main thing on minti that make you so addicted?

the support, the fact that i can have a diary and it talks back

2. whats something funny thats happened to you recently?

 On saturday, i was at the mall with my mum looking for chrissy prezzies, my daughter desperately wants barbie diamond castle barbies which are like 60 bucks each. we walked past them and my daughter was so excited, we kept going past it, and the last time we walked past she burst into tears because the last two were gone. as shes crying she see's the edge of one of the boxes poking out from my hiding place, and the tears are steaming down her face as she is laughing, well you just had to be there. my spoilt children, lucky they have an uncle and grandma who spoil them rotten!

3. whats a word you kid/s say/said thats pronounces funny / cute?

Alex -Disgusting- sidugusting or bob the builder- abadu da builder LOL and mikayla-rose- medicine-deciline (dess-i-lin)

4. if you could be someone famous for a say who would it be and why?

Um, tough call, some rich supermodel, so i could be thin and rich to pay my bills and buy a house. also, i would eat chocolate anevery second and my main meals would be like kfc, maccas and whatever, i would eat guilt free all day!

 
5. sum up what minti means for you in 5 words

Support, love, compassion, friendship, and funny

i have my computer back, and thi was going to be a very happy blog, baby is fine, im 8w6d, yay im happy, until, this morning at 630 my mum turns up on my doorstep, my dads in hospital. he went to the loo last night, and lost ALOT of blood, from what i hear, he needed a blood transfusion and they couldnt get or barely got  a blood pressure reading, mum said he almost died, and now im here, helpless,  this is what i have read, and i think its wat it sounds like http://www.medicinenet.com/rectal_bleeding/page4.htm but im not a doctor, anyway, mum said he lost the blood, then doubled over, mustve been so scary, and so infuriating, to not be able to get hold of anyone. im trying not to panic but he's my dad. anyway, i have to go get ready for my midwife appointmwent.