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Member » nell18-3 » Blog » I AM ME !!!!
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Hi Everyone
Just thought I would introduce myself as the new ME!!!!!!!!!
Finally at this stage of my life, I know who I am, I know where I have been and I know where I want to be going !!!!!
I havent told hardly anyone but several weeks ago whilst all the mediation crap was going on I made a decision to stop taking my medication !!! It was a bit scary but I felt as long as I was taking anti depressants it was like I was still allowing ( ) to have some kind of say on my life and my decisions.
I didn't do it by the recommended way, as in going to the doctor but decided I just wasn't going to take them. This could have been dangerous and its not the best way of stopping but for me I was so determined, it worked !!!!
I have not taken any anti depressants for about 2 months now and I feel great. I am in total control of my emotions, I have had some huge issues to deal with and I have COPED fine !!!!!!!
Not even my parents knew I was stopping the meds, I just surprised them one day with the news that I hadn't taken any for several weeks, had they noticed a difference in me?????? They hadn't so I KNEW I was going to be ok
This has been the total and undeniable proof to me that I was never insane, I was never mentally unbalanced, I was never having a breakdown. It was all HIM
So this is ME, I like ME, I hope my friends will always like ME, I KNOW my family like ME and LOVE me, Even my distant son deep down, he loves me, if he had no feelings for me he wouldn't be confused right now, he can't talk to me because he doesn't want to hurt me deep down. Otherwise where are the abusive emails from him asking me to leave him alone???? I KNOW he LOVES me
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