I have been a mess with stress and worry. And when I stress, my bowels turn to water and I get nauseous. Sorry for the graphic. This is all because I started back to work yesterday in the Uniform Shop. For the last couple of years we have had problems with supply arriving on time etc, and this year was no different. But I kept stressing about it. For a week I think I have had on average 1.5 hours sleep a night.

Anyway get to school, and find out that only 4 cartons of stock have got there and there are another 9 coming, that MIGHT get there by Thursday when we are open again. No. The Principal came down grabbed the phone number, and rang them to get them to deliver today.

Found out too yesterday, that one of our delivery drivers for canteen food is in a really bad way. We found out last year that he had a tumour. Yesterday found out that the cancer is throughout his bones etc, and not long to live. Their family is close to one of our friends and we have been to parties etc with them. I pray to give his family the strength to make it through.

On a happier note, today I am getting together with Julie (domestic-warrior). It will be a good afternoon. And then to top it all off, I get to drop Connor and Alex at Mums on the way home so that I don't have to leave them at home again while I work for a couple of hours. Of course David won't stay, but he will probably go out on Thursday anyway.

So I am feeling a lot better now. There is no more churning in the gut. Life will be back to normal again next week. Leisa