yeah, I'm really relieved that I'm not pregnant at all. I did went to hospital and check ups, everything were fine. I think it's because I'm really over stressed and worried all kinds of things. So now everything went back to normal :)

I realized its been months I didn't update anything! Been very busy with work all the time, finally now I get some own free time. Pheww.. How are you people ? Are the babies and mothers doing well ? Of cos yes, I'm asking stupid questions. Laughs. Anyway, I'm really happy for some of the mothers are planning to have another child! May god bless all of you :)

By the way, I've gained weight ! oh my, been eating quite a lot lately. Craving for all kinds of food, especially sweet stuffs or unhealthy snacks. It's the most difficult to control it but somehow managed it well and have to determine myself not to eat those unhealthy food. Whenever I crave for snacks, I will drink at least 2 cups water so that I don't have the urge anymore although it makes me wanna puke. Laughs, I'm trying hard to diet ! I wanna maintain my weight and size no matter what happens! :) Well, actually it's not that we don't feeling fullness after lunch or dinner it's our mind thinks that ' I'm still hungry ' so it will crave for junk or unhealthy food. The best solution is just don't think about, keep ourself occupy ! right ? =)

well.. i'm not pregnant! i'm so glad :)

As of lately, I have been busy with my work.. non-stop.. I'm feeling so exhausted & rather grumpy.. waking up early for work in the morning is utterly dreadful. Those crowded train rides only makes it worse. I hate it !

Been awhile I thought I was really 100% sure of pregnant, realize appetite was much wider and been eating much. Now was fine  but after every 4 to 5 hours, I feel like eating again. Back then, I wasn't like this. Could be my lifestyle has changed because of used to losing weight or I'm getting older ? Right now, I'm controlling all these habits.

Grr, period still hasn't come! whats wrong ?
am i stress? or am really pregnant?

by the way, I'm going for another pregnancy test on this Saturday morning. Hopefully it's negative again , wish me luck! frankly speaking, I'm not ready yet. :)

well, my period hasnt come for almost 2 months.. last menses was on the 18 - 25 april.. now its going to end of june. im so freak out right now..sigh..

Last week my bf bought for me a preg test, i've checked for the 1s time and that is negative. I was really glad that im not preg at all but he says i've to check for the second round after few days.. I was stunned.

by now my period should have come around this date.. but why ? it's been almost 2 months..

now i'm browsing thru what other people said.. for the 1s time it might be not accurately. what am i suppose to do ? I'm gonna have to test again, and i'm quite worry it might turn out positive.