Well, it's been about 2 weeks since I last blogged, and I can honestly say alot has happened, but at the same time nothing has happened. If you were to examine my last 2 weeks from the outside looking in it would seem that every day has been similar to the one before, in that I have been home mostly, looking after the kids and doing home "stuff". But, on the inside, things have changed. It's very hard to describe but all I can say is that I am a type of person who tries to live by my beliefs. I don't pretend to always get it right, and can honestly say I've made mistakes along the way, but "walking" according to what I believe is very important to me. Saying that, this past two weeks I have spent praying alot, and contemplating things. I have learnt things I didn't know, abandoned alot of fears I used to have (and working on losing the rest), and generally grown as a person. I don't know if any one I know would be able tell the difference, but I know I certainly can. I feel free. Things don't bother me as much, and when they do - I know how to go back to that place of feeling free again. I don't pretend to say "All is Well" in my life, as it's not that way on the outside, but on the inside I feel secure and love the freedom I've found.

This past week I had tonsillitus and although I went to the doctor, he prescribed me with a antibiotic that is not recommended while breastfeeding (found this out at the chemist), so I returned home with a very sore throat and no medication. That night, because of what I'd been going through, I decided to pray for my throat (which may seem such a small thing to pray about, but it really hurt so much), and over the next few days it proceeeded to improve, and I can honestly say I am now "tonsillitus-free" lol. I don't expect everyone to believe this stuff I am talking about - and certainly don't want you to think I am forcing it onto you - but I've been wanting to blog for the last few days except I haven't had anything to blog about that I thought you guys might find interesting.

Oh, I went to the Health Nurse yesterday for Krystana's 8 month old check. She's not wanting to crawl at all atm, and not putting weight on her feet (ie, hold her up by her arms and instead of trying to support herself somewhat on her feet, she sticks her legs out and slides everywhere), but this is not that concerning yet. We both think she might end up "bum-shuffling" instead of crawling, but just a matter of time 'till we know for sure. Aaliyah is her same self - growing daily and surprising me all the time. She's saying more words - even told me to "get out" the other day lol. I had to laugh because I was in my room getting dressed and she was at the door way unable to come in because of the child-proof gate blocking her. I couldn't tell her off cause I'd told her to "get out" of things all the time lol: "Get out of that room!", "Get out of the bin!", etc. 

Anyway, hope you guys are having a nice night. Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to blog about soon.