Well i went on a sort of date on Friday night, now i really like this guy as a friend and maybe more i am not sure. I have known him for a few years through work. He is a great guy and knows all about the boys and is happy with my situation,

The question is how do i let someone into my family, My boys are my life and i am super protective of them so obvoiusly don't want to rush anything. But the thought of having someone fit into our little family scares the crap out of me?

I don't know just wanted to get my feeling out their on paper and see how i feel

Thanks

Sarah

as the title says we were in our house a WEEK only 1 week and the house was broken into. They got in through the side window and made a bit of a mess and stole my DS that is it. GGGRRR

I was so mad and so scared to sleep in the house for a while, i had an alarm installed yesterday so i am a little calmer now. But still a little nervous but getting better.

I made the boys sleep in my bed the last week as i was too scared to sleep by myself.

Bastards

Well we moved in to our new house on the weekend, OMG i can't beleive it is actually ours.

The boys are loving their new room and their new beds, they actually ask me if they can go to bed at night rather than me telling them it is bed time LOL. Hope it lasts.

Now i just have to find a home for everything and try and figure out what to do with the gardens.

WOO HOO WE OWN A HOUSE

Wow i can't beleive it is finally happening. I get my keys on Monday morning. Then we are laying the floorboards and move our things in and we have our own home again.

I CAN'T WAIT WOO HOO

Well the house is at lockup stage now. They have put my kitchen in and my bath is in all the bathroom cupboards are also in. I am being told only another 6-8 weeks and the house will be mine i can't wait.

Z started school at the beginning of this terma dn he is absolitely loving it. He is learning to read and is so excited to do his homework every night. Hope it lasts.

I have cut back from full time work to casual only three days a week, so i get to stay home with J two days a week and i get to walk Z to school and pick him up. it is great

Thanks

Sarah

The house is really coming along in leaps and bounds now. The brickworks is finsihed and they have put up the walls and the ceiling. I am so looking forward to moving. Well maybe not the moving part but the actual having my own house again part LOL

I want to get my parents something special to say i HUGE thakyou for everything they have done for me. Letting em and my monsters live there for close to two years and helping our with the loan. Just have to rack my brain to think of something.

As you may know i am building a house, which is coming along nicely. I have my roof on now and my windows are in just waiting on the brick now YAY.

Anyway, i have a huge skip bin out the front for the builders to put their rubbish. One of my feral neighbours has come and dumped their rubish NOT IN the bin but right in front of it GGGRRR. I am so mad, it is just household rubbish dirty nappies and bottles and such. They have left some mail with their name and address on it so i am going to ring the council today to see if there is anything i can do about it. I wouldn't mind if they put it in the bin but on the front yard is just wring and feral.

Sorry had my vent now.

Take Care

Sarah

Well the house is coming along slowly, we now have a frame and gutters and the plumbing is in. Woo Hoo. Both my boys have had thir birthdays and were so spoilt it is not funny LOL.

The ex wants to try and work thing out but i don't know how i feel anymore. I am not suer if i want to get back together. I am so consious of the boys and i don't want things to go pear shaped again and hurt them??

We are going out for tea on Friday night as i think we really need to talk. I think he is under the impression we will work things out and he can move into my house> that would be a long time in the making i think.

My biggest thing with him is he was always full of empty promises. and not a lot has changed.  We will see what he has to say on Friday and go from there i guess. no point worrying is there.

I would just like to say a HUGE Happy 3rd Birthday to my Little man, You are growing up so fast.

Love you My Little Possum  Mummy

Well they have delivered teh bricks and the timber woo hoo. Hopefully the frame will go up this week or early next week. I will post some pics when i get them off the camera LOL

I am so excited it is all hapening now