Had an interesting phone conversation with my ex, it turns out the last two months or so when he was telling me he was going to move back down here and be closer to the boys, and try and work on our realtionship he was starting a relationship with someone else.

I am happy for him, i am happy that he is still clean and has found happiness, i am just a little upset about the way he went about it. He only told me because he wants the boys to go down to his house for a week (he live about 8 hours drive away). I am SO nervous but i know they will love it.

It funny how when you know a relationship is well and truly over you see all the things about them that annoy you LOL. I am so stunned that he was telling me he loves me and was moving back here then going over to her house and staying there????? Glad i found out now and didn't get my heart set on getting back together.

Now i can focus on building my house and getting the boys more of a routine.

Well it has been way too long since i last wrote a blog entry so here goes.

I have bought a block of land and i am in the process of building a house for me and the boys, which is both exciting and scary.

Their dad is still clean but he has moved a good 8 hour drive away. He did this to clear his head and to help him stay clean. He is doing really well, there have been no relapses to my knowledge and he says his past makes him feel sick if he thinks of it oo long.

My question is this. I still love him so much and want to give him another chance but am being told by both my family and his that this would be a bad idea. The only reason i left him was because of the drugs and he has proved over the last six month that he can get clean and he is staying that way, he has a rental property and is doing really well.

I am confused.