after all the wonderful advice i've been given of rorys sleeping problems, i have to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it worked, i just refused to get into the push pull drama and she cryed for a while but feel asleep by herself, and tonight down in 45mins, never before has this happend i know it will get better and better as time goes on, so a big thankyou to all those mums out there who wrote me a little advice because it added up to alot. !!!!!

after all the sleepless night of god know how long, it all got brushed aside today with one small action, rory stood up and took 5 steps unaided all by her self.....OMG. it's was amazing, truely one of those moments..... it was just, well, you know.

i dont get it at all, I've up her food and it seem to have made her now wake up more, she's waking every hour for the last 2 nights, she's not teething and she not sick but just up crying constanly, i'm a bloody zombie my eyes are hanging out of my head, and last night i put my milk back into the cupboard i was so tired, so i've got to get some milk now to..... lol i knew being a single mum would have it's problems but i'm starting to lose it.... dose anyone have a fairy godmother i could borrow, i think mines asleep. lol.

rory is finally over her cold or what ever it was because i'm not sure, but now we have hit a new problem, she wakes up 2 or 3 times a night, don't know why yet and seems to be hungary but i will not feed her it's not what we ever done and it's not like her to do this... I'm going to try put her on formular and see if that works, because otherwise i may go bald from lack of sleep and pulling my hair out.

i'm 24 soon with no idea how to celabrate it, any suggestions as to what i could do??

YAY for me my birthday is on the 28th of november... i'm 24 soon.

miss R has been sick the last week and also had her 2nd round of immunisation shots. so i've had no sleep or time to do normal things like house work, my poor little poppet hasn't handle it all well and just want's lots of hugs and love, luckly i have those in spades......