Hi All,

Everything has been so hard and stressful lately and now it's all kind of subsitted. I mean the problems with hubby and the in laws are still present (although hubby and I have had some long discussions the last few days and it feels as if we have reconnected and made some perminate improvements which is a weight off my shoulders, our only prob is what to do about to interferng in laws and their drama), Uni has finished for this year and my commitments to the kindy will end in about a month so I am at a loss of what to do with my self. I have a list of things to get done but it's not very big and I have never been one for tele I'm just worried that now I have spare time I'm going to get board and cranky (just like the kids over school holidays). I don't ususally have time to my self as I am always so busy so I feel lost and not sure where to start on my to do list as I want to stretch it out and christmas is still months away so can't get busy there yet.

this is some what a strange perdiciment I have found my self in and is the reason I stay so very busy as I can't handle free time it drive me nuts not to have things to do as there is only so many times one can go for a walk, clean there house, read, watch tele or bake...

ekk! I'm not normal