On 17-Feb-07, according to my doctor, my 2nd child will be borned.

It is a little bit funny for me. This is my 2nd time giving birth to a baby, but I feel more worried than the 1st. I feel not ready, I feel scared, feel little bit uncomfortable.......funny hah.... Is it normal?......hope so.....since I already experience the pain from the 1st, I hope my feeling is normal. Just wish me luck.....hope evrything is running well.

Oya......I will give a birth to a baby boy.

 

Today is the 7th day I work until late. The time now (Jakarta time) is 8.00 PM. I believe my Alia sleep already. Feeling guilty? off course....every mom will feel the same. Working with dateline sometime make some headache. Jiy...I have to have my leave very soon, to just be away from the the busy days.......sounds nice, doesn't it?

I am pregnant!!!! 5 weeks old..........

Can't wait to see my second child........hopefully everything is ok.......

Alia is sick today, she got a flu. She has to breath through her mouth. Poor her.....

Hopefully she will get better soon.

At this moment, I have very interesting jobs ever. I am now a wife, a mother and an employee of a worldwide Telecommunication company.

Met my husband when we were at University. We were married on June 8, 2003. It was a very nice moment in my life ever. But two months after, I had to go to Germany for a year assignment. And it became the saddest moment ever in my life. Living separatelly from my beloved husband.

A year latter, I flew back to Indonesia. My assignment was offer. And there he was standing in front of me, after waiting few hours at the airport, finally we back together after living separatelly for a year. And guess what? It became a nice, even nicer than the day we got married, in my life.

Few months latter, I found that I was pregnant. We were happy, really happy. Couldn't wait until the baby out .  Know what? 9 months pregnancy was the most valuable moment in my life. I will never ever refuse to get pregnant again some time in future.

On August 6, 2005, my baby daughter was born. We named her Viridzka Amalia Maulana. It is a very long name, but we can make it shorter .......just call her Alia . Her weight was only 3.2 kg with 49cm length. So tiny and so vulnarable.......what she could only do was crying and sleeping. Awake only when she was hungry, pup, wee and when the bathtime was coming. I feel so peace whenever I looked at her. Love her so much.

Today, Alia can do a lot. She can now standing by herself, talking with her own language, already has 4 small teeth and so on. My husband and I very love her. Everyday at work the one who I always miss is always Alia. Can not wait seeing her smile, her talking and her crying. She is my everything. Off course after my baby is my beloved husband .

My life is very complete now. I have a very good jobs with a very promising future. I have my husband who always love me and understanding and also love his kid. And the most valuable thing, I have a very beautiful daughter, Alia, my "jewerly" ever.

Life is very beautiful, isn't it?