My bestfriends partner called me, And she has returned to hospital, this time she is being isolated, not able to see any of her friends or family, due to having noimmunity and an infection. I pray that she pull's through, and the treatment works. She is unable to speak due to ulcerations in her mouth and throat, which also makes it difficult to eat. Her pain meds have increased and hopefully these help her become comfortable. I feel useless as there is nothing much i can do to help her, no flowers no cards i can send. Im just glad she knows i am here for her what ever it is i can do, be that listen or sit.  I'm so lucky to have a wonderful husband supporting me through her illness, and a little bundle of joy, saddens me to know if she pull's through her chance at this has been taken away. Please read this:  http://www.minti.com/parenting-advice/6536/A-day-to-live-/

Long day, Seems like  all I have been doing today is cleaning up vommit, thankfully its only breast milk.  Levi normaly has a few small vomits after eating thanks to reflux, but today just seemed to go on and on, Vomit, down my top, all over himself a few times and me and the floor. Thankfully I took the carpet up when he was 6 weeks old and put floating floor down. Something I think maybe i should have done along time before that.  At this stage Im not to worried but if the vomiting continues I'll be heading down to the dr, I think it was just a 24hr thing, seems at this late hour that has cleared up and his sleeping,  like a baby.. ha who ever made that comment wasnt a mother. Anyway for today is over and I can now get some rest too.. thankfully. Seems that everyone warns you the first weeks of being a parent is difficult, no one tells you that the difficulty lasts a life time. Least i guess its enjoyable on the way, and I guess if i dont laugh at being covered in vommit, well I'll cry and that only makes it all alot worse, and harder to clean up if i am adding to the mess.  

wow, do i feel guilty, my little man was playing in his jolly jumper and it decided to let go, so he had his first fall at 3 months, well at least he was ok, and didnt cry too much, i think it shocked him more than anything. But an dart through my heart  though.

on to something different had a reuion class last night, and everyone had a baby boy, no girls.. they where all very cute.

First day of joining the minti community. Thanks to being told of this site from a mother at playgroup. I look  foward to reading all the advice and helping out others with any that i may have,.