i put in my family bit on my homepage jake is 3 he isnt yet he is still 2 lol

Isnt it a bummer when your trying for a baby and you come on nearly a year now must be something wrong. Ryan just dosnt seem as bothered as me maybe he just isnt showing his feelings like most men he does not like to show how he feels or mabe cos he thinks well i already have two so there is no need to worry but i guess i need to ask him that hey. The weather is misrable oh well thats our summer gone lol x

The kids have gone at last what a week! now all i have to do is prise my husband off from the telly, he is so diffrent since he has got back from iraq so withdrawn and quite i know he must of been threw a lot just wish i could help him but i cant if he wont talk to me hopefully things should get better soon just gotta give it time.