So glad this week is over, things have taken a strange turn a good one tho...Still in two minds about changing from manual to automatic lessons but then on reflection ive been learning just under 4 mnths seems like alot longer but thats because the need for me to drive is so great for Bailey, but I havent given up on passing manual just yet my instructer is great really nice guy and no nt attractive lol, but we have alot in commen he understands me, even we Bailey which is rare his son had cancer on the brain stem so he's been were I am. I feel like id be letting him down and me too a bit, but i cld pass auto and ive still got time to then pass manual aswell but passing now gets me fully licenced and on the road.

Bobbys really getting carried away with a new car idea I love bsm's car "corsa" bit small for us tho as a main car but ive been applying a lill pressure and told him ken my instructer says this models the best corsa....which he did say, for me it wld be ideal and theres some pretty good deals on them too. Bobbys not beat down quiet enough yet tho he cldnt stand to see me with a brand new car and him in his r reg, i like his car but i guess hes a bit vainer than i thoght and omg how wld his freinds react him working full time n me house wife we new car must be under the thumb right? of course he is but he likes to pretend haha....atleast hes heading in the right direction to the car show room :)

OH AND GUESS WHAT IT WILL BE AUTOMATIC.....MAYBE I SLD JUST FORGET THIS MANUAL THING?.......WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE IM CHEATING THO??????????????

Baileys kinda settled he is sleeping alot and Mackenzie's bored whilst im just tired of trying to please everyone.....B seizures are strong now so the little guy is shattered but they are remaining in the safety limit before rescue meds..touch wood! Kenzie really needs nursery but he really did not take to kindly when we tried, he went through alot with Baileys op aswell so I think this time Im gong to get that over with let him get settled again....and pray hes rdy in January, works out quiet well saves me paying nursery fees as he gets free nursery from january....just gtta find one? he's being enrolled in the school up the road even tho I know with his birthday on 2nd sept they will hold him bk a year but hes in.