I've just had the most nerve racking weekend saturday the ? sister came rd that went ok and my dads got wind of her being back on the scene and has said if she turned up at his house she'd get the same welcome as the rest of us so thats quiet nice, mum and dad came round on sunday I don't think my mum had been told so to have it dropped on her like that she took it quiet well like she said when they were last in contact she was young had a strange upbringing in care were as now shes grown up and mum to 4 kids her self. Dad still insists that he doesnt want any of the trouble from before(her nagging for DNA test) but things have moved on over the years and she doesnt have to get my dad to do the test I CAN .....we wouldnt get a 100% result without the father being present but our only link is my dad so if we share the same DNA thats question answered.

Oh why was I blogging ....emmm I TOLD MY PARENTS at last both said they had an idea my mum said she wasnt saying incase I took offence and thought she was calling me fat...lol and my dad well hes my dad I'm still his lill girl. Then I got the lecture about are we getting married now.....whats with that baby means marraige. Ok I admit we have been engaged for ever but it just hasnt featured that highly on the priority list, Its always been the house first then Mackenzie anyay the answer is noooooooooooo not marraige just yet maybe after if we have a girl this time I want my sis as bridesmaid carrying our daughter and Mac as paige boy but then the only problem is getting the wedding we want without everything else taking over still I've got till about this time nxt yr before they put the pressure on.

Bobby told his mum too although I wasnt there we were rowing at the time his mum rang at 6 at 7 he was going on xbox in the other room straight away Im like ohhhh nooooo if were telling your mum I aint being stuck in a room with her for the lectures and critisisms, he promised I'll come through when she gets here, but when she did she got him on the pc can you show me how to do this blah blah and guess what the mem was full so she ended up in front rm with me I was playing with mac on the sofa and trying to keep one eye on my soaps and arghhh "come here come here come here" after 40 min I was ragging and went for a lie down id been gone for 5 min honestly thats it he came upstairs said I was being ignorant ....selfish coz he was telling his mum.....his mum wld think i was being rude 3 times he came in and walked out without me saying a word I was gobsmacked 14mnths of that woman and not a word nothing zip i leave the room for 5 min after hes left me alone with her 40min and im rude?

Anyway he told her after anyway without me being there, apparently it wasnt that good a news suprised... nope after all it ties her son to me even more and she well hates me! kinda like a smack in the face she tried to cause arguments for all these mnths and instead of us splitting ....oh anouther baby hahaha (evil laugh) lol

Sh left shorly after and guess what Bobby was bk to normal it took me an hour to speak to him I got all the sorrys etc but come on all he had to do was say sorry I left you in there I lost track of time can we go tell her together now plz?,,.......is that so hard really instead of attacking me with insults im fed up he never backs me up he treats me like crap when shes around but hes sorry after when is he gonna see it she winds him rd her lill finger mks me the bad guy its like hes hypnotised as soon as she leaves ....123 bk in the room!

oh well babble over i think im juts so stressed i didnt need this especially this weekend with the ?sis coming over trying to get the xmas shopping under control but hey thats life ......and i need sleep mac was up most of friday night bobby ended up speeping nxt to his cot he then fell asleep but its ok he left the monitor with me so niether of us got a good nights sleep

bugger off again right im going this time maybe nxt time i might mk more sence instead of this rabling

hugs jo xxx