1st babys fine! no worries there well a lill one but you'll see....

I havent been online since friday and yes im still a reck as usual shopping friday arghh hate xmas shoppers bobby fell ill by saturday morning he was throwing up, lovely i know seemed to be a gastric stomach then mac soon followed and me ready to drop great been so tired i spent sat afternoon in bed and the rest of the weekednd crying omg hrs of crying i just feel so left out and im not i just cant be me lately im too tired to be online shopping plus the usual then sat took a turn for the worst we managed to get out for an hr i was so weak went white as a ghost i honestly thought i would pass out my 1st thought baby shit i felt awful but some rest and im feeling better so here i am and my sis just rang to say whats up i havent been rd there for a few days so im feeling wanted again after a glimpse into normality and tomorrow im getting out of this house blood tests but my dads tkin me so ill get to see my mum and there dog will no doubt try to hump mac again ...hahaha lmao!!!

Then we have the long awaited scan nxt friday youll know coz ill be online with my pic yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you tell i cant wait?

And mac he's still ill poor lill man but hes amazing in one day he changed soo much put him down for his nap yest afternnon and he said bye bye and waved awwww what a cleaver boy weve been workin on that for a week and hes just did it no que....so proud !!!! then i went for a bath last night came down and he stacked his cups were talking 12 cups in order on his own yay for mac !!!!! then he's answering questions its almost like he understands everything were saying to him loads yep no's what that kiss wow he spoke before but not like this he makes sence theres a point now just cant wait till hes better the better comunication means less screamin at mummy and finally hes tkin to daddt a bit more he knows daddy time now few mummy can rest.

Well thats just about it i think ive prob forgot loads but ill get it in nxt time hope your all having a great day xox

hugs jo xxx