hello all havent le3ft it quiet so long this time but still busy and feeling better, bobby still insists he's ill but he's a man what does he know (the git just text i jumped outta my skin...lol) just done all my xmas shopping online finally been tyring to do it online for 3 days in the end i just rang it through stupid systems grrrr.

yesturday i went to have my blood tests done so its all getting real now and today i discovered i cant see my feet!!!!! and this time its not coz my boobs are in the way yayyyy lol so definatley off to blackburn this weekend for the maternity clothes im left with 3 pairs of pants that seem to be constantly in the wash arghh whats with that i do washing everyday but theres always more......

and finally feeling better im loved again my sis rang and we had a giggle she said i need to go down as we didnt over the weekend but im not allowed to cry hehe dont you just love having a big sis her first thought was its all bobbys fault well some of it is but she wanted to beat him up before she realised its me being hormonal finally some one to understand see my mum just had me so shes never been in my shoes and bobby well he was useless the first time rd so what more can one expect lol

so off to collect all the gifts tonight oh wonder if ive got anything red that fits i cld pass as santa we my belly which the midwife seems to think is big for 11wks and going off my last pregnancy but im wondering weather my wombs shifted and thats why im not so compact this time well its either that or twins arghh the thoughts going to drive me crazy till nxt friday

so ppl if im not on its because im off shopping but ill be on to let you all is well asw soon as i can mwah xxxxxxxxxx