had one hell of a day today i fell down the stairs top to bottem and bloody hell it hurts lucky me manages to bounce on every dam step broke the hand rail i finnally stopped when i got to the bottem and stubbed my toe on safety gate, rang bobby straight away to come home, which he did then weve spent an hr on the phone being pushed bk n forth from hospital to doctors surgery when finnally a lady at delivery said ill see you although they souldnt untill 20 weeks but with me in a real state she knew i just wanted to hear my baby. Although as it turns out we couldnt...so were left hoping for the best on wednesday ill see my midwife so she can try again she says not to worry as its very early the babys well padded and i have scar tissue from mac so that makes it that little bit harder to lisen.

so im home very sore covered in buises i went down on my back so thats anouther good sign and havent had any bleeding or pain other than my bruises of course. i just feel like such a fool how stupid mac was crying in the hallway id gone to get him a change of clothes coz hed leaked panicing thinking hed hurt his self and woosh down i went.

but im being pampered lets just hope things are ok xox