It's amazing seeing my little baby yesturday has eased my mind so much, I really was fearing the worst that moment were there looking at the screen and you cant see is awful trying to read what there thinking wondefring if there trying to work out how to tell you your worst nightmare has just become reality, luckily for me that wasnt the case, what a relief!!!!!

And I always said I thought I cld feel something from about 12weeks I know a bit soon but its not kicking just a feeling a movement inside suddenly no matter how hard I tried I cldnt feel when I thought I did I put it down to wishful thinking or picking up my own pulse...but now things are fine and I've seen with my own eye's I think I can feel it moving again yay!!!!

We went to his dad's last night for tea his dad cooks yes his dad made spag bol even mac had some little traitor would'nt eat mummy's grr lol, so I felt pretty pampered after yesturday things are as they sould be I did'nt have to cook but then ahh reality......we've got 12 day's to christmas I got my neice visiting tonight with her boyfreind and a house well as you can imagine after the past few day's.....Arghhhhh sums it up and I sould be resting so I've done what I can...quick tidy up leaving the vacuming for bobby to do..haha to be fair he has burried the vac in the cupboard why is a man's way of cleaning up just to pile it in?, don't they think yer but what happens when u need vac?...lol

Any way as you can see things are getting better here even though I did get told off for not letting my sister and my brother know I'd fallen....but I knew they were both working and thought what can they do? just felt odd to ring up and say oh just to let you know I fell down the stairs...to be honest the only person I wnted when it happend was bobby who came home straight away and took me to the hospital.

So as Lui suggested I think some lists might help havent started on christmas cards yet or decided what were having at the buffet great host me huh lol plus theres 101 jobs still to do i guess they'll help keep us on schedual...

sorry havent wrote any cards yet guys but i wish you all the best xmas and you can have all my drinks as i cant hehe xxx

hugs jo xxx