Getting really excited now xmas is over the house is so close to finnally being finnished we go to baby clinic on wednesday and we sould be hearing bubba heart beat for the first time, and bobby will be there to he usually only attends the scans with work but luckily he goes bk on ...thursday, why I dunno lol then  by the time I've popped my head outta cookoo land well be off to the hossy for the scan although that makes me a little nervous we have to go to see some specialist about how this bubba's gonna be born. But I've still got finding out the sex and seeing how much my bubba has grown to look forward to.

As we all know iIcan winge quiet alot and unbelievably I dont tell you guys everything which is why I have my mad moments getting stressed out but I dunno some how it feels really good at the moment things are going good we have more than we thought we'd have by this point and it still feels like theres so much to look forward to...who would have thought we'd be doing up houses planning an hol to Auz to see some of you guys and look for a home in the sunshine, maybe xmas was stressful but then the kids enjoyed it and iot made me relise just how many positive things we have going on the stupid mil etc etc ...were not starting now...hehe pale into insignificance who cares soon she'll be a blip at the other side of the world and we can always say to our kids we did everything we could to give you the best life we could.

I hope you all have a very hapy new year I think my moto for the year is going to be "life is what you mk of it" very true don't you think no matter how many annoyences you control your life and we all have to mk the odd sacrifice, aslong as I can tip the balance in our favour for the majority of the time thats good enough for me xox

I don't expect too many changes this year there alot to do but everyday means were a step closer to our dreams 6 years into our relationship I never thought we'd be even half way here my mum and dad bless them have worked all there lives and still there striving to achieve there dreams 30 years on.

 Oh all that babbling I almost forgot to tell ya the baby kicks and does somersaults lol had to start in the car tho I was so annoyed when the lights changed we were having our special moment lol typical isnt it  when yur waiting for the lights to change your sat there in a pile up for a week hehe