Well I doubt many of you will know that I have to attend my great ant's funeral tomorow although we never saw her much and im sorry to say she never met mackenzie i really sould go out of respect and for my close family.... problem being transport...

my mum and her sister are going in the family car so dad and my brother are going together but will be bringing mum n my ant bk which means if they take me thats fine but there a seat down for trip home, mums ant was a very religious lady and is having a church service then we go across town to the crem before a reception again across town after, theres no way i can taxi it all carrying car seat n pram with me were ever i go...

so now what do i do? well dads letting me know later today, although he thinks just going to the reception would be enough its a strange family and one peep outta mac and ill get it big time, but even then ill prob still get some remark about how i sould have made plans for him...like i havent tried....his mum who ok id hate to ask working, bobby working, sis working, ev 1 else going funeral....

why do familys have to mk things so hard? theres an uncle come up to whos causing quiet a stir and frankly terrifies me, hes reported ev 1 in the family but 2 ov us to social services its nuts nothings ever come of it they now have injunctions against him so thats gonna be fun when they all need to pay there respects...but it makes you feel so uncomfortable im thinking whats mac gonna wear oh what iof he starts we tantrums as no doubt he'll need his nap ....like thats going to happen with a full packed day ahead....

oh half of me just thinks its easier to send my reguards and leave it there, but then i think why sld i ? i havent done anything wrong and have a right to be there ...grrr obviously some ppl have no respect, this really isnt the time for all this bk stabbing!!!!!!