things are looking up, well a bit weve got a morgage deal YAY!!!! not what we wanted but then there isnt alot of choice out there anyway we get to bring down our outgoings a little just to tk life easier we bub, he's def bk at work monday if he doesnt go i think i will lol

still not in the position we want to be, but were ok just going no were fast....whats new i get slower ev day hahaha,

but seriously right now we cant afford to move so bummed out there and the choice in aus seems to have gone to, maybe ill just have to accept the kids will start there education in the uk, but maybe not? were wondering weather we sld re-arrange our plans like having anouther bub when bailey is 3 ish, if i go bk to work when he 2 work my ass off maybe we cld move out to aus in 5 yrs ???? just mean we'd have to be 100% focused on the goal and hope and pray we dont get any more nasty suprises like this dam credit crunch, so cld we be desined to have bubba no 3 in aus....i guess thats something else to look into health care???

Well thats enough thinking aloud lol i guess time will tell....

Things are going really well with bub Bobby checks calender every few days like he's suddenly going to find a few days lol,...I'm coming up 32 weeks on wednesday givin me 4 weeks till i know how lill Baileys arriving then anouther 2 weeks if we have c section 8? if we go oh naturel, he been head down for weeks but im sure i felt a shift as it stopped me in my tracks but im praying he was rotating not flipping into breach.....? sld know more wednesday at antinatle, i'm thinking he cld still be head down with the pressure pains recently i thought the head cld be engaging? ahhh im driving myself nuts thinking about it all i still havent packed my bag i gt it all ready just not in the suit case ive bought enough new pj's n that if im in a few days but then i dont wanna take a huge case if im home a few hrs later (natural)

Right best be off this is making me worst im thinking about it all now lol plus i think i need to get to grips with the new and improved minti, after logging on to find my complimnets i think i have some catching up to do i got 10 min yesturday and then mac woke up....kids hehe