ok I think i may have been possesed ...lol, i have a new found energy which left me well yrs ago never mind when i concieved, after weeks of being exhausted and no one taking any notice of me guess what now they think i sould be putting my feet up well uhh uhh no way i like the new me lmao.

Seriously tho its weird im up and ready to face the day before 9 thats quiet something for me, everythings organised even with the dam naighboures trying to put the ky bosh on things i took control its all sorted fingers crossed thats the way it all stays? even a 2 n half hr visit from his mother hasnt ruined my day, ok it hasnt to any great extent lol i told her to f off a few times through the door but hey it helped lol

now i just gtta get all my tel num bk god knows were they went but its driving me mad, i have energy and no were to go  so ill call in at dawns as im out that way in morning trying to get mac in at a nursey 3 afternoons a week, tuesdays i found a stay n play cresh for us all to go to wed im at clinic again just gt thur n fri to fill any ideas lol

right im going to have a quick nosy to see whats been happening then im off to bed nitey nite all xox