i never thought i was intresting enough to have a stalker least thats what i think she is how do you define a stalker?
anyway as you all know im now heavily preg and have been getting things ready and it seems some one is taking more than a passing intrest in my movements, weve been doing the big clean curtains down etc and we are over looked but that doesnt bother me too much if they can see me i can see them i figure its not like im dancing around in my undies what cld they possibly see...? but shes now started making coments things she wouldnt know and shes reacalled things over the past few weeks like us moving round the bedroom and me packing my hospital bag i cant quiet put my finger on it but i think she knows too much...
ok so ive turned rd and seen them walking around in there living room, but i dont stare to the extent i know exactly what they are doing shes obviously pausing and taking notes its worried me that she can re call clothes ive worn comented on items i packed knows the make of my vacume even that i have a green duster not yellow omg who takes that much notice???? she'll be telling me what couler my knickers are next
she told me all this infront of one of our other naighboures st first i just thought ahh well we are exposed with out the voiles up but they only came down a few days ago whats she gt a xray machine or something, i think i was just in shock it wasnt till i looked at my naighboures face, as you can imagine it said it all,...
so short of blking out my windows and living in the dark what do i do? is that stalking behaviour? she likes to compare alot her eldest is 6 mnths older than mackenzie but she has to enforse her son did this that n anything you can imagine first he prob has a phd...lol, she wants to now what plans i have for nursery etc for some one whos just a passing naighboure not a freind i find her very intrusive....
anyway forget that i have my app at clinic tomorrow im getting alot of pressure on my pelvic floor, although im not sure how i feel about that we still cant decide if we want to have an elective section planned or vbac so in one way if his heads engaging its good but in anouther its taking the choice away or atleast it means now i have to mk the choise rather than them making it for me..ahhh its true what they say a girl is never happy...lol
but 34 weeks tomorrow so as soon as 4 wks i cld meet bailey now what can i do to fill the gap i need to keep busy? |