Omg!!!! Im having anouther one of those weeks were I just wish that the world would stop spinning, must all be something to do with the weather...lol

So it al started friday night with a phone call from my sister, begging for help arghhh "hello im lill sis"....and "heavily pregnant!!!!" guess what the nit has gone and done? knocked he wall between her bathroom and seperate toilet down then thought ahh the sink was against that wall now if the kids go near its no support, so who do you call bobby of course....can you tell im not happy?

Im just so fed up why couldnt she have waited for help over the weekend instead of going in all guns blasing then thinking about it after, and putting other people out that have been at work all day in the swealtering heat....too easy I guess?

So that over with she forgot to mention that my brothers operation to have a gastric band fitted had been moved forward from monday to saturday, which I think could have something to do with her wanting her bathroom sorted, as it turned out I got a call from his wife about dinner time to say hes out of theatre in alot of pain etc then i relise he isnt in the local hossy nope ....manchester with no visitors she'd been there since 830am for him but who was there for her?, so.....yep off i go again we didnt get there till just after 8pm, but thankfully he was in some private hossy so they allowed visitors untill 10.30pm, I think he enjoyed seeing Mac the most, even tho he couldnt pick him up they had fun playing with the electric bed lol.

Anyway IM FURIOUS at my sister if she'd said things could have been organised so much better but then we would'nt have been at hers till late the night before Macs now exhausted not content with 2 late nights its sunday and the mil decides to stick the knife in too

Her usual trick phones last min just before the tea bath bed routine, and asks the same stupid question "will you be in tonight?" well as its 6 pm id say yer we a kid to sort out and bobby having work the next morning, obviously im more polite and just say yeah of course we'll be in, when the cow snaps "well your not always sometimes you go to your sisters!!!!", .....im not in the mood for this shit woman!!!!! and tell her "were not performing monkeys and we dont dance to her bloody tune, last week you never thought to ring and say im not coming coz its bank holiday and ill be going out on the piss instead !!!"...hum funny how she forgets her ever so important grandson when its convienient isnt it?

Unfortunatly she still came round and pretended to be all sweetness infront of Bobby then starts asking questions about our morgage???? WTF???? at this point I walked out how dare she??? my parents know what there told about our finances but they have never asked other than the occational are you ok, just ask if you need some help from time to time kinda thing, but her she wants to know the rates the balance the lot, 10 outta 10 for being a sneeky cow tho, shes luring him into this conversation as shes planning to have her kitchen re built, id snook in to get a drink and decided to hell we this crap and asked so how much is that costing? demolishing, re build ,electricians, gas, planning and building regs must be a pretty penny ehh? LMAO at her face!!!!!!

I dont know what it is but theres something that happens to me at the end of a pregnancy till babys about one i find this confidance sometimes cockyness were im so pleased with were i am in my life i wont put up we the shit, as suppose as times gone on and more things happen to stop you in your tracks it wears off but at the moment its back and it felt so so good to let rip, he hasnt told her that i dont want her at the hossy either...

having my 36 wk decider check up on thursday if i have a vbac ill be home anyway shortly after but if i have anouther c section she's not allowed infact ive told him really just my close family, but im trying not to mk it alkward for him... ok i hate the silly cow but like it or not she is going to want to see her latest grandchild, so i told him its a dignity thing as last time his family arrived before the epidural had worn off i was still cathetrised  (spelling...ooops) not to mention i was knackered my family held off this time i think my family sld be there thats who i need after all....

any how i think that explains were ive been its seems so long especially when you cant get on no matter how hard you try, im still good my bodys getting ready im sure you dont need details but you can fill in the balncs.......had a scare saturday afternoon we had to squeeze in some food shopping and omg i tured into the green eyed monster, it was almost like the thursday before i went into labour with mac so im yelling at him to get a move on in the end id to go bk to the car, he doesnt know but i had a lill cry i hopnestly thought i cld be starting so i paniced as they havent disgusted if i can have a vbac of anything, it wasnt as im still here lol but geees louise i forgot it hurts that bad i wanna epidural this heat n that pain no tah

almost tea time better go ill try not to leave it as long nxt time and hopefully things will calm down now........