Well I don't know weather I have got any further since yesturday or not its just so much to tk in did some jargin busting last night...why do they use those abbreviations no one understands thank god for the www

I had some good news so maybe its a new trend? one I cld do with afer things have been pretty kak for us in recent weeks, my mum rang to find my dad n she had an accident a while bk which the ins is due for so if we can mk do we mac walking she'll buy the pram the moneys on the way but yknow what there like that cld mean a mnth and theres no saying if bailey will arrive sooner or later...

still swayed towards the vbac get me being brave braxton hicks had me in tears last wk gt anouther 2 wks before were bk at hossy tho so im sure there'll be a few more what ifs n but's etc

although im trying to stay positive about it all focusing on the quick recovery being home with my boys i just hope the nerves dont get the better of me ? ive promised myself that ill tk mac to the park everyday it will do us both good, i was a little uncomfy this morning he must have been on a nerve and i did feel better, so if it gets the babys head down and tires mac out while hes having a great time why not? the parks 5 min away but we macs lill legs 15min lol still its at the bk of the hossy so if anything happened im even closer!!!!

best be off bk later after i strangle the cat who's currently sat on my boobs mkin this very difficult....i swear it thinks im its mum? as loving as it is its driving me mad sld have know with a boy i need some bk up here im over run with males lol

bye for now xxx