Yes I'm still here and he's very much still in there  I feel so tired like my body is possesed nothing seems to get him any closer to making an arrival any time soon, and believe me it's not for the want of trying...lol

Officially 39 weeks tomorrow and I'm back at the antinatle clinic were I think I'll beg if nessasary on my hands and knees for a sweep, Mac's officially 21months old and has most definatly hit the terrible two's with a bang although he's not so bad he has good days and bad a bit like me really, his bad days seems to co-inside with mine probably because I just haven't got the energy to give him any more attention than I am...

The house is ready, I'm ready the whole familys ready but I'm getting to the point were I'm now preparing myself for anouther c section the last visit to the hospital I was told he was happy to induce me but im not willing to take any risks its oh naturel or section... a repeat performance of mackenzies birth ...no thankyou its risky dam painfull and i wanna be home asap to get on with being a mum so...im due on the 11th on the 12th I'll see my doc again and book a c section if I make it till then of course right now id say im gonna make it he said as long as no emergency's get in the way I'll have my section by the 14th or sooner if I'm lucky???

Whilst all this has been going on weve decided we wanna move even if for now it has to be in uk, so he's getting the house ready for a stone paint new troffins get spare rm (what was gonna be mac rm) plastered mk it look pretty n sell!!!! yeah!!! so hopefully baileys first birthday well be in a new house we a garden for his party no more nosy naighboures and i can start childminding...thats gonna be weird i havent worked in 3 years now not since i gt preg we mac i just wish this fianl week wld hurry up...

but y never know got soom contractions last night that had bobby thinking it was it how do you tell a man you just know that your not in labour they were stong but not regular and i dunno you just know...if only he cld take over ive done the most part havent i???...hehe