errrrr???? yep....

off we went this morning planned induction all ready to gte things moving after 2 days of contractions i was sure we'd get started and hopefull he'd be here today, first i had the haed midwife telling me im only +6 and i cld be left but they wont refuse me etc etc still we decided we wanted to go ahead today then they said they were busy and id have to wait as they didnt have the staff to tk care of me safely...ok, then they decide to monitor me and a hb machine appears which they didnt have then to mk things worst im told im actually 1/2cm dilated not 2/3 and his heads popped bk up so if they were to break my waters they cldnt be sure the head wld come first....

so im left with come bk tomorrow and they'll have a look to see if he's ready or leave it a few days and book a section for friday i decided to go for section but she said if i like i can get them to cheak fri and if alls well they can bust my waters and cancel the section still nt sure yet the staff werent to happy about inducing a vbac and to be honest me either i intended to have a section at 39 weeks but got pressured into trying vbac, so if he wants to he can come b4 like now plz...lol but after that i give up im so tired of it all waiting pains ev doc knows best..yet they have all been wrong im going through all this and what annoys me most is if id stuck to my guns he'd be here now and id be 2 wks into recovery.

id ;like to go into labour naturally it cld still happen if nt i aint being sent home fri for sure this time she said they will def do it im booked in at 830 again obviously i cld get knocked bk if theres an emergency that i dont mind its the bloody nhs changing there tune ev 5 min and this snooty midwife telling me that i didnt have a true labour we mackenzie then in the nxt breath telling me the pain wld have been worst as he was in distress and the mconium...at that point it was bloody obvious she was trying to lighten the work load for today anything to get me outta there...

so maybe youll here from me before friday???