dont you just love a lill attitude .....lmao any more ppl?

had my scan and no not twins, but a very active lill baby and my dates are spot on 12wks 2 days emm i dont think so unless i concieved on 1st day of period but anyhow he/she was dancing around i got told off coz i kept pickin my head up to get a look hehe but she got all the info she needed and we just about got a pic yay so here you go....

So here he/she is not the best pic but i cant work the dam scanner and bobbys gone bk to work so ive had to photograph the scan to get it on here xxxx

And just to clear things up yes yesturdays blog has gone just as it was a lill negative and as lui said lets show them how its done and spread some cheer but if you know anything about the bullying that we all know is going on contact angieh or clay then  this can be sorted asap!!!!!!

Hugs Jo xxx

its been a day full of us and downs today my sister had her driving test for the second time this morning and failed again bless on one thing can you believe it i think the test officer likes her really hehe then we went shopping tonight i got a moses basket as im officially 12 wkstoday  till they change my dates at scan and bobby got me a machine for lisening to babys heart beat cant wait to get using that. And my lill neice is growing up its her 15th birthday tomorrow wow shes still a baby xxxx

 

excited yes just a lill, its really weird i see to remember that feeling it's never gonna be m turn last time and with mac i had my scan at 7 wks this time ill be 12wks 2 days and its aqll gone so fast i cant believe its here so soon, my dad came up this aft to see how it went ....well obviously it hasnt its only tuesday lol.

the house is doing ok the bath has been panaled off ready for tiling tonight just a few lill bits done and the house looks so different it feels asthough its all coming together now weve been getting on better the ? sis thing is ok she visits ev weekend and might be joining us for xmas day here too,and were hoping on a good family xmas party well thats if im not asleep after doing all the bufet and the house in whats is it 28days now arghhhh lol

and guess what i finally have jeans yay ordered yesturday aft and they were here this morning so i feel like me again shame my coat wasnt in stock as some of you know its freezing here in the uk and my coat doesnt fit over my bump!

 juat for fun i went on those gender tests last night sexratio.com is saying we have a 85% chance of a girl emm....and a fortune teller told me i will have my baby in the morning on a blusterry day the labour will last 6hrs i will have a girl! she will weigh 6lb 13oz measure 17 1/2 inches and have dark hair and green eyes ......

so much for looking like mummy or daddy come to that and going of mac 9lb 4 1/2 oz and 58cm which i think is 23inches bobbys a red head with hazel eyes im blond with blue eyes im thinking its crap but well see she ddnt mention twins which teshia seems to think im having ( just a feeling she's got) and she hast even seen a pic of my bump so here you go what do you think taken today and im 11wks 6 days well untill they tell me other wise friday....

 

http://www.i-am-pregnant.com/ i found this site and its amazing i love seeing what the baby looks like week by week ive just joined as jojor and im so excited, so i thought id share as so many of you are pregnant its full of information im sure you'll all need mwah xxx

hello all havent le3ft it quiet so long this time but still busy and feeling better, bobby still insists he's ill but he's a man what does he know (the git just text i jumped outta my skin...lol) just done all my xmas shopping online finally been tyring to do it online for 3 days in the end i just rang it through stupid systems grrrr.

yesturday i went to have my blood tests done so its all getting real now and today i discovered i cant see my feet!!!!! and this time its not coz my boobs are in the way yayyyy lol so definatley off to blackburn this weekend for the maternity clothes im left with 3 pairs of pants that seem to be constantly in the wash arghh whats with that i do washing everyday but theres always more......

and finally feeling better im loved again my sis rang and we had a giggle she said i need to go down as we didnt over the weekend but im not allowed to cry hehe dont you just love having a big sis her first thought was its all bobbys fault well some of it is but she wanted to beat him up before she realised its me being hormonal finally some one to understand see my mum just had me so shes never been in my shoes and bobby well he was useless the first time rd so what more can one expect lol

so off to collect all the gifts tonight oh wonder if ive got anything red that fits i cld pass as santa we my belly which the midwife seems to think is big for 11wks and going off my last pregnancy but im wondering weather my wombs shifted and thats why im not so compact this time well its either that or twins arghh the thoughts going to drive me crazy till nxt friday

so ppl if im not on its because im off shopping but ill be on to let you all is well asw soon as i can mwah xxxxxxxxxx

1st babys fine! no worries there well a lill one but you'll see....

I havent been online since friday and yes im still a reck as usual shopping friday arghh hate xmas shoppers bobby fell ill by saturday morning he was throwing up, lovely i know seemed to be a gastric stomach then mac soon followed and me ready to drop great been so tired i spent sat afternoon in bed and the rest of the weekednd crying omg hrs of crying i just feel so left out and im not i just cant be me lately im too tired to be online shopping plus the usual then sat took a turn for the worst we managed to get out for an hr i was so weak went white as a ghost i honestly thought i would pass out my 1st thought baby shit i felt awful but some rest and im feeling better so here i am and my sis just rang to say whats up i havent been rd there for a few days so im feeling wanted again after a glimpse into normality and tomorrow im getting out of this house blood tests but my dads tkin me so ill get to see my mum and there dog will no doubt try to hump mac again ...hahaha lmao!!!

Then we have the long awaited scan nxt friday youll know coz ill be online with my pic yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you tell i cant wait?

And mac he's still ill poor lill man but hes amazing in one day he changed soo much put him down for his nap yest afternnon and he said bye bye and waved awwww what a cleaver boy weve been workin on that for a week and hes just did it no que....so proud !!!! then i went for a bath last night came down and he stacked his cups were talking 12 cups in order on his own yay for mac !!!!! then he's answering questions its almost like he understands everything were saying to him loads yep no's what that kiss wow he spoke before but not like this he makes sence theres a point now just cant wait till hes better the better comunication means less screamin at mummy and finally hes tkin to daddt a bit more he knows daddy time now few mummy can rest.

Well thats just about it i think ive prob forgot loads but ill get it in nxt time hope your all having a great day xox

hugs jo xxx

Y'know I think I finally know whats wrong with me being pregnant seems to be making me an emotional reck but today Clair my midwife came round can you believe she thinks I'm strong given my history with mc's then a lill more than difficult birth I'm bk for more maybe I aqm but I'm still terrified anouther child arghhh life changes with kids we all know that and now anouthers on the way I wonder if I'm ready with a mil from hell im fed up for 14mnths ive had to prove myself at every stage and how many times have i been told...you are a good mum...ONCE....YES ONCE IN 14MNTHS!

So last night all this made sence thats why im scared because no-ones on my side no one bks me up no one tells me anything positive and im tired i try and try and it took tat from my sister 12mnths ago now ive carried that lill memory everywere with me as soon as she said that she stopped me from losing it completely and i carried on the fight now Im not ready to start that fight all over again.

Don't get me wrong I love being a mum I love our lill family and yea I have a good family but we arnt what you'd call open or affectionate at all, me too lol were sarcastic but somewere there has to be some appretiation compliment no matter how small maybe they forgot about me maybe my hormones are in over drive but right now im thinking were is everyone weres my support who picks me up when im down.....no-one because there busy, working,tired, nxt wk, which soon becomes ahh we forgot and cld you just yep thats right forget i needed you but now can i do you a favour arghhhh

Anyway bk to the midwifeshe made me relise yea i may be falling apart but im still here in pieces but still here i made her laugh im positive well to tlk to lol and she cant believe how i can be like that after the past few yrs i had but thats me lifes never been easy compared to some this is bliss emmm ill think that one through lol y6ea i sld probably think myself lucky for all that i have and ill be bk to old me soon but for now in pieces is OK atleast I look slimmer LMAO!!!

Had the most awful night with Mac he took 5 hours to go over just like friday night this has happend a few times and we think ahh teething get out the medised but nope even that didnt work aslong as we were there he was fine but a night on the floor to keep him happy wasnt my idea of a good nights sleep so we racked our brains what is wrong no fever no red cheeks happy to play emmm lol and guess what he'd had wotsits that afternoon just like fri and all the times before he usually favour quavers but since its mid week the cupboards are starting to look a little bear as usual some research online confirmed my suspitions the goverment wont yet believe there is a link but many mums have reported the same behaviour msg is a flavour enhancer the problem not listed on ingrediants and has a billion names but its found in wotsits monster munch even soups etc can cause depression headaches stomach ache and hyperactivity luckily my midwifes here tomorrow so im going to pick her brains see what she thinks if shes heard of this and what can  i do if its not listed on ingrediants how do i avoid it or even minimize the amount he consumes to avoid this?

Other than that asked bobby what had gone on really? and he sticks to nothing but too much was said for oh jo's pregnant blah blah......my brothers back from his hols with pressies yay! and we missed a visit to my sis last night because he was home late trying to fix the alarm on his grans house as his dads found someone to rent it....he;s only tried a 100 times and failed but he insisted he cld do it and it wld only tk half an hr.....y'know i think ill just stop lisening then i cant be upset when hes phoned to say can you have my tea ready and turns up 1 1/2 after he sld have grr bloody men ehh?

But looking forward to seeing my midwife tomorrow afternoon so I may not be on sorry guys then friday Dawns coming round with my book yay baby names and everything else i lent her im thinking we might just be needing some storage what id like to know is if she has most of my stuff whys my attic full ? lol

we already choose the name if its a girl Lexi but cant thing of a middle name....he likes elisha but that mks her initials LED!! For a boy we have no idea I ask him every night nothing useless idiot i like Jaydee he said nope I like Kyle he said nope I like Jayden he said nope plz come up with some suggestions b4 I have to hit him over the head with the wok!!!!

Last night I took a deep breath and tried to handle things like him, you know how men just manage to forget things pretend nothings happend he knows he upset me and I'm really too tired to argue so had his tea ready house tidy Mackenzie sorted. Then as usual he carried on without a thought for me buggered off on xbox after an hr I was getting really annoyed and dragged everything up in my head I know stupid but I'm just so fed up at the moment we agreed Macs bedtime would be 8pm so he cld get home have tea relax then spend an hour with Mac but he;s not then he;s annoyed because I did'nt tell him he walks with you room to room. I can understand that he misses things he doesnt get to spend alot of time with him but come on he's going in other room and shutting the door so Mac's with me all the time he rarely says dada now always mum mum its not easy for me being the mum on call 24/7 anyway I asked him if he would bath him for me as he didnt do it sunday with the ? sis coming round and then he went mad he was relaxing whats wrong why cant he see he cant have it both ways have you ever met a child that will only do something new on cue so we can both see it ....nope? Anyway after a fuss he bathed him it took 15min then he shut him in front room with me again I took him to bed at 8pm came down and sat alone untill 10.30 before I gave up and went to bed. He soon followed and suprise he had no idea I was upset....grrrr bloody men

We ended up talking for 2 hours about things hadnt turned out how we thought and now hes got to see it from my point of view we decided to have a baby Ive picked up the slack my lifes changed so much being a mum and he carried on as normal I cant think of one thing he stook to atall so when hes saying how its going to be with no2 i just think yea right!!!! The truth is im having anouther baby he'll tell me how tired he is what a had day hes had at weekend its his weekend time off is his time off because he works me i get a brak when mac naps emm I dont know about you but thats me preping his tea doing the washing cleaning the house putting the rubbish out sorting through all the bills so when he says weres this?? i can say front room cupboard 3rd draw down left hand side if i dont ......well you get the picture.

Im so annoyed he's great in so many ways i think right now im that dam angry at him i cant think of one like i told him last night i respect what he does i respect he works hard earns the money pays the bills and ive nothing to wory about but me i spend hrs doing his ewashing and drying and ironing which i get told off for putting away so to mk it easy i lay all his clothes on the bed jeans tops jumpers shirts work clothes so he has piles ready to put away his self and he piles them bk up into one and puts it on the floor then drags a garment out of the pile as he needs it emm nice hes tired i run him a bath he leaves it i clean it hes stressed at work i mk sure house is tidy his meals are ready fill the fridge with his beers and he leaves his emptys were he finnishes them....so basically he undoes all i do he does nothing for me  never runs me a bath so does that give me the right to say well stuff you im gonna go spend all your hard earned dosh on crap for kicks nope......arghhh

sorry guys i really need to get all this out even after we talked i know he just hasnt got it he says hes sorry he says he'll try but im just sick of hearing it

is it me am i hormonal arghh dont answer that i know the answer because this isnt me but untill his mother visited there was no problem ok he was still annoying but least he wasnt moody and nasty with me i asked him what else his mum said coz i wasnt there i was upstairs when he told her i cld here bobby but not her even tho i cldnt tell what he was saying i know theres something else with the way hes been he was talking too fast and too much he usually says very little to his mum.....what is it with men women tlk get it out sort through it men nah lets be stupid idiots if i upset her enough she'll work it out if i cld turn the clock bk id have put a glass to the floor i knew some thing was wrong and now im getting it again

sorry i know im going on but i was so close to ringing my dad last night im so tired i dont want to argue i just want it all to stop life will never be perfect but 36hrs ago it was a whole lot better than this, not a dam word to that woman in 14mnths but me ive had it all now i feel like i cant even say anything he doesnt bk me up and im that hormonal pregnant woman thats trapped her precous son great....

thankyou all for understanding it was so nice to log on and see your support form yesturdays blog xox

hugs jo xxx

I've just had the most nerve racking weekend saturday the ? sister came rd that went ok and my dads got wind of her being back on the scene and has said if she turned up at his house she'd get the same welcome as the rest of us so thats quiet nice, mum and dad came round on sunday I don't think my mum had been told so to have it dropped on her like that she took it quiet well like she said when they were last in contact she was young had a strange upbringing in care were as now shes grown up and mum to 4 kids her self. Dad still insists that he doesnt want any of the trouble from before(her nagging for DNA test) but things have moved on over the years and she doesnt have to get my dad to do the test I CAN .....we wouldnt get a 100% result without the father being present but our only link is my dad so if we share the same DNA thats question answered.

Oh why was I blogging ....emmm I TOLD MY PARENTS at last both said they had an idea my mum said she wasnt saying incase I took offence and thought she was calling me fat...lol and my dad well hes my dad I'm still his lill girl. Then I got the lecture about are we getting married now.....whats with that baby means marraige. Ok I admit we have been engaged for ever but it just hasnt featured that highly on the priority list, Its always been the house first then Mackenzie anyay the answer is noooooooooooo not marraige just yet maybe after if we have a girl this time I want my sis as bridesmaid carrying our daughter and Mac as paige boy but then the only problem is getting the wedding we want without everything else taking over still I've got till about this time nxt yr before they put the pressure on.

Bobby told his mum too although I wasnt there we were rowing at the time his mum rang at 6 at 7 he was going on xbox in the other room straight away Im like ohhhh nooooo if were telling your mum I aint being stuck in a room with her for the lectures and critisisms, he promised I'll come through when she gets here, but when she did she got him on the pc can you show me how to do this blah blah and guess what the mem was full so she ended up in front rm with me I was playing with mac on the sofa and trying to keep one eye on my soaps and arghhh "come here come here come here" after 40 min I was ragging and went for a lie down id been gone for 5 min honestly thats it he came upstairs said I was being ignorant ....selfish coz he was telling his mum.....his mum wld think i was being rude 3 times he came in and walked out without me saying a word I was gobsmacked 14mnths of that woman and not a word nothing zip i leave the room for 5 min after hes left me alone with her 40min and im rude?

Anyway he told her after anyway without me being there, apparently it wasnt that good a news suprised... nope after all it ties her son to me even more and she well hates me! kinda like a smack in the face she tried to cause arguments for all these mnths and instead of us splitting ....oh anouther baby hahaha (evil laugh) lol

Sh left shorly after and guess what Bobby was bk to normal it took me an hour to speak to him I got all the sorrys etc but come on all he had to do was say sorry I left you in there I lost track of time can we go tell her together now plz?,,.......is that so hard really instead of attacking me with insults im fed up he never backs me up he treats me like crap when shes around but hes sorry after when is he gonna see it she winds him rd her lill finger mks me the bad guy its like hes hypnotised as soon as she leaves ....123 bk in the room!

oh well babble over i think im juts so stressed i didnt need this especially this weekend with the ?sis coming over trying to get the xmas shopping under control but hey thats life ......and i need sleep mac was up most of friday night bobby ended up speeping nxt to his cot he then fell asleep but its ok he left the monitor with me so niether of us got a good nights sleep

bugger off again right im going this time maybe nxt time i might mk more sence instead of this rabling

hugs jo xxx

Mackenzie did'nt go down untill 11pm last night what a night mare he just cryed and cryed the upside is when he did go down he slept through untill 12 noon today which yes I took advantage off...lol but omg I woke to feel like id been drinking for a week my head bagging too hot too cold it took me 2hrs to pull myself together and go rd to the shops I had to do something to get some kind of normality back in my day. Obviously with him sleeping so late we avoided nap today in hope of a normal night tonight he went up 10mins ago so far so good touch wood.

Thanks to all that gave me advice about the cough I have rang the doc but they cant get me in untill nxt week it hasnt happend since they said I can call back if it gets worst but were hoping that wont be happening a lill tlc and a good nights sleep and I hope to be back to my old self oh....and the dreaded spring cleaning lol

Hope you all had a better day and night than me xox

Hugs Jo xxx

The past few days seem to have had an amazing impact on me with bad tempered xmas shoppers to having a questionable sibling back in our lives again yesturday really made me relise how others can be suffering on a whole different level after seeing my freind so upset about her freind and baby it makes you relise how small we are we cant change the world over night and as much as we want to help we cant for those standing outside this situation it seems black and white but its really not when it comes to picking up the phone and getting this mum help for all the right reasons the effects of that call hit home.

 I couldnt keep it in and asked for your help last night on question and answer thankfully Snooty-Farkleboob answered so I had some rational train of thought going whilst I spoke to Dawn this morning it was quiet emotional but we agree that something has to be done this mum seems to be on the edge and the first step is tk Snooty-Farkleboob's advice and suggest some help not just from our opinions but by getting as many facts and contacts for her so she can see that Dawns concerns are justified.She has no idea I know so I'm sat here now wondering whats going on..... fingers crossed for mum and baby.

Hope to be back with an update soon.

Thanks to Snooty-Farkleboob xox

Had a busy morning cleaning away then a suprise call from Dawn yea a visitor but uhh id stripped the oven down and was litrally up to my eyes in it. But we managed to get the house looking alf habitable and Mac down for a nap meaning mummy cld have a cuppa and a nice catch up natter. We got on to the topic of her freind but that explains it self on question and answer the one called " breast feeding and anit-depressants???" so plz have a look and tell me what you think I'm quiet amazed at the neglect of our health care system we all know I have my own issues there but this situation sounds ridiculas.

Other than that still trying to sort through the issues in my head with the ? sister I think she's in town again this weekend but my sis said she thinks she'll leave it till its the dads wk to have the kids which makes me think theres a long emotional discussion planned and I'M NOT READY!!!!

Anyway time to relax the fireworks are still going off this evening grrr the dogs been a nervous reck and we had Mac up till 11pm last night well he got bk up and there was me thinking id get a lie in this morning but sadly nooooooo.

Getting so excited with the baby now seeing my midwife nxt week I know nothing happens then were just filling my book in but it seems like anouther hurdle were over a step closer to the scan were really hoping that will be a good wk as they say good things come in threes weve got 28th my sisters driving test 29th my neices birthday and 30th mememememe my scan.

ANYWAY BEST GET OFF BEFORE I GET TOO EXCITED

Hope your all having a great week xox

Hugs Jo xXx

We started with the car breakin down on friday night Bobby had gone to cash the cheque for tax credits as we always manage to miss the bank on a saturday he then returned to the car to found his fob wld turn off the emobiliser and the car cld'nt be left there as from 8am-8pm its 40 min parking luckily his dad and just returned litrally from a few days away and towed him bk home then an hour later he popped to the shop and just for curiosity tryed it again guess what it worked and its been fine since TYPICAL...LOL!!!!

We covered the rude man on saturday grrrr after that and everything being out of the usual routine I did'nt pop in at my sister as we usually do, but then she rang on sunday to see if I wanted to come up which usually means I want something lol sister don't you just love emm????

Here's the deal this is going to take some explaining so bear with me.....

I'm a lonely child from my dad's current marraige to my mum but he also has kid's from a previous marraige my sister and brother whom I grew up with (well sort of theres a 10/12 yr age gap) then theres ??? anouther sister who honestly I do think is my dad's but its never been proved and a brother who is a big ??? and does'nt want to know him I have only seen once, but the other sister she tracked us down since my dad divorced her mum she and the brother were taken into care it has never been proved that they are my dads, but she visited for some months when I was a child and has been in and out of my sster life for years mainly keeping contact with my brother although as a child I was devastated when she went from my life all of a sudden and I was too young for an explanation.

Anyway here we are again for months she has been trying to get my sister to let the past go and mk up finally it has my sister cldnt handle it all before with having 6 kids its hard for them to have someone coming in and out of your lifes but they seem to be bonding well and the ?? sister is now more understanding having 4 kids herself but then theres me? Apparently she's asked about me weve met over the years at family doo's and weve just never got past chit chat do I want anouther sister??? either way it seems she's bk agagin and I'm feeling confused.

I always thought I had a pretty normal upbringing but something like this happens and ????

IS SHE MY SISTER? EITHER WAY DO I WANT ANOUTHER?

SHE HAS NEVER ATTEMPTED TO CONTACT ME B4 NOW IM 25 A MUM AND PREGNANT .....IN HORMONE HEAVEN AND THIS BOMB SHELL IS DROPPED

If I did accept her and let her in how do I know this time she's gonna hang around now im in my sisters shoes I dont want Mac messed around ev few mnths you have an ant u dont arghhhhh

SO CONFUSED ANYONE BEEN HERE??? HOW DO I HANDLE THIS WITHOUT HURTING ANYONE??? MAINLY MY DAD MY MUM AND MY SISTER FEELING SHE PUSHING ME OUT???

Well don't you? ....I look forward to it every year and every year its the same old nasty ppl pushing and shoving you around with no time to say sorry arghhh they really get my bk up we havent even begun with our xmas shopping yet but the stores are packed theres this silly man wondering round going back and forth with no real intention of buying anything.

We met on 2 iyls and both times he bumped into me, then finnially the third time we met he was stood there in everyones way for some unknown reason once he'd relised he moved but walked past me and shouted move in my ear the cheek not to mention the thieving lill shit...lol.

But then we met again Bobby heard what he said but I bluffed it off not wanting to cause a seen, but he charged past me with a hand basket just at the last min I relised and covered my stomach so now I have a lovely bruised arm and he got a few choice words. One thing that was nice was the staff we shop at the same store everyweek they saw me pregnant in labour and 2 days after Mac was born its strange how they see so many ppl but rem you. He left after that all of a sudden his shopping was'nt to important em well its hard lifting with ppl looking at you for being a pilok!!!

Today ahh sunday its 330 and I havent even put a dent in the house work I really can't be bothered the mil has'nt rang yet either way I still cant be arsed let her think what she likes she does anyway. Managed to have a look for maternity clothes the combats I had my eye on GONE =[ but seen a few things Im trying to find out which is the nearest stores that stock a maternity range it would save so much time sending them bk and re-ordering till I find what I want and with xmas rd the corner del are delayed oh well must shop least I cant be attacked at home.

Hope you all had a great weekend or still are if like me your still on sunday.

HUGS JO XxX

yep its friday here in the uk which means bobby finnishes an hr earlier and ive got him for 2 whole days well minus sunday morning well thats if no-one ring's with the famous.... cld you just ...can you... have you got time too's....

Todays been quiet ,the post is still behind from royal mail being on strike so that means Mackenzie's cheque's a week behind too Grrr but it looks like weve coped the morgage was met now just to get the xmas shopping out of the way arghhh lol

We went a lill over the top with his birthday in september so much so that he doesnt really need anything untill he's 3 so far weve got him some playdough and were planning to get him an eisel but other than that were pretty much lost you'd think... ahh well off the hook... nope affraid not with 8 nieces and nephews x6 parents then the inevitable discussions going to rear its ugly head were do we spend xmas? we sld have been away in a lovely little cottage miles away from the mil but my sister had to cancel so were home sweet home. We never go his mums or dads well his dad runs a pub so...and his mum goes to her mums so are we home or my parents then boxing day his grans with all his family the bit i wanted to avoid.

As it gets closer i'm getting stressed ...the mil stole my sons 1st birthday from me oh and his 1st xmas but i think this is the one thats going to count as he'll be 15 going 16mnths ...so how do we get out of it? I told Bobby I really dont want to go Im sick of being looked down on every xmas,& questioned I just want a nice family xmas minus a few guests lol

Alots happend with the mil since I was last on minti but that will have to wait till anouther day when I  can control myself and shorten it down to something half understandable.

oh I almost forgot its friday tme for deep breaths and to enjoy the ride with any luck the mil will play her games agagin this week and not visit....well a girl can dream xox

Hope you all have a great weekend

Hugs Jo XxX

1st of all I get a call at 8.20am offering a loan, as usual I explained we don't need one or want one right now the one we have will be consolidated with the new morgage when we get around to moving. The this silly woman say's so how much are you looking for £5000 "NO" 4,3,2 what's the matter with this woman she talked so fast I had trouble keeping up with what she was saying and after explaining myself over and over again she hung up on me!!! well very nice she woke me up!!! the thing is she did'nt ask to speak with me she asked for Bobby when I  said he was at work her responce was oh well are you his freind, something very starnge about the whole thing I can't call the number back which she called from and it was'nt even a tel number it was one of those 5/6 digit txt numbers and I'm now left wondering weather I've just been scammed with one of theses bright sparks that manages to charge you for the incoming call...emmmm?

Then this afternoon Mackenzie went for his nap so I thought ahh we'll see if the nets working as it worked for 2 min last night and I lost connection assumiong the kid's in the naighbourehood had damaged the box again but no no problems there when I rang the helpline so I was put through to anouther line were someone would talk me through reparing the problem great emm at 25p per min plus a connection charge lovely after I'm paying for a packagae that unavailable half of the time. Anyway swiched off modem blah blah not fixed so he wanted me to disconnect cable at both ends and switch then rd IMPOSSIBLE!!! the cable goes under the floor in the house at the front to the modem then uinder the floor to the bk of the house after explaining no way I can do that right now he said "so have you done that?" seriously peed off now I said" sure I just ripped up the carpet and the floor boards climed under the floor crawled from one end off the house to the other and pushed the cable bk up again!" all I got was well can you re connect now then and reboot the modem and computer.

So conclution the whole world has gone MAD!!!

I know they say that when your pregnant you loose it from time to time with hormones ect but please give me a break if ev1 having one of those days today I'm glad I stayed home god knows the havok these imbaseals cld cause????????

Other than that Mac getting anouther tooth, about time too he hasn't got any teeth well more teeth since he was 11&1/2 mnths? seems strange but he seems to be coping well with the new peggy, I think it's come over night its half way through now!

Oh well better get on before anouther loony get's in my way...lol

Hope you all have a great day!

Hugs Jo xXx