just caught my eye profile views is 666 just a little spooky some one make it better please lol

Been pretty hectic, I was thinking easter weekend would give us a chance to sort the house n me get some rest but no!!!

Started well clearing attic trying to retrieve macs big bed but that took till monday after just a few set backs...

Friday was ok got little done really with Bobby insisting on recycling everything and not wanting to throw anything but I gt all Mac's clothes sorted and did some shopping for my hospital bag, the dc I been losing just kept coming and preyed on my mind but other than that I felt well enough

Saturday, actually started getting some were even if I was a moody cow lol, I just wanted things to happen faster really then in the afternoon I lost  a lump or mucus suprisingly I didnt panic I lost a few lumps before Mac although not quiet this early so we rang the hospital just to mk sure, when they told me to mk my way there now so they cld moniter me for contractions and babys heart beat thankfully all was well!!!!,  but they took a swab for tests and sent me home to relax, telling me my results sould be with my gp by tuesday, I still came away worried as she felt bump to see were he was lying but wldnt tell me and she cldnt tell me what the luckocytes in my water was either grrr

Sunday well me being me wanted to get on and really wanted macs room sorted as bobby doesnt have any time off now for 5 wks the weathers getting walmer and im getting bigger by the min so it mks sence his mother did a dam good job of stopping me in my defiant little tracks and she didnt even know what had happend, by this time the house looked like a bomb had hit it with the hallway piled high full of junk but he managed to get a few car loads down to tip and were filling my dads celler haha he loves it really mouching around sorting things out.

Monday yay Mac got his big bed and a suprise new carpet so that job which we'd planned on taking an hour took all afternoon nap time didnt go to well and I ended up slumped on a bean bag for an hr whilst he settled in, but he went down much better that night although strange things are happening again....

We went in just before we went to bed y'know just to check he wasnt sleeping on the floor or something, he looked so sweet my lill man in a huge bed of course he'd thrown all this toys off so we put them bk so he had them for comfort when he woke incase he was scared with his room being different, he slept right threw untill dinner prob because he didnt really nap....but when i went in i founf 2 toys on the floor and assumed hed managed to wedge the other down the side of his bed or somethings as hes a bugger for hiding things then...it was neatly placed at other side of room on floor with all his other teddys odd right? but i assumed bobby had peeked this morning and put it there turns out no he was running late and didnt have time, id left the teddy were it was so he went to see after id asked him he took some pcs coz he cant believe it

we tryed to rationalise.....really we have....but if mac had somehow managed to get down the only way his over his bed rail but hed have landed on his bean bag thats there for security it wasnt flattened still as we put it with handle sticking up?

so maybe hes thrown it 5ft? and its sat inbetween his other teddys and nothing else is disturbed? then the pic shows he beanie dog is actually sat on one of its legs

we tryed dropping it from diff heights throwing it but arghhh nothing makes sence its just impossible....we then thought maybe one of us is sleep walking and has done it without being aware? but weve been together 6 yrs and neither of us have ever sleep walked nt even as children, even if we did.....his rm was only done that day and completly rearranged would we have been able to find our way?

Anyway enough of that freeky stuff lol

Not alot has happend since then just more trying to get the house straight no more ghostly activities thankfully it really upset Bobby he explains everything away but this he cant and he knows its nt me playing jokes on him, coz i didnt know it's leg was sat under anouther a teddy he cld tell the shock on my face...

Finnally Wednesday been along time coming!!!! but I got some answers at long last

The Luckocytes are simply white blood cells that tend to show up if you've had a cold, cut your finger recently or are getting discharge so why didnt they tell me that? Obviously the Braxton Hicks are quiet normal but the difficulty walking and the sharp pains arnt but she tells me its down to being anxious when im walking as when im with company and relaxed it doesnt happen as bad but it still happens because hes head down still!!! I asked if she cld tell him to move ...lol...but no hes right were he sould be and he's measuring bang on my dates. As for the dc and swab results I still dont know if its regular preg dc its a little heavy so early and my cervix cld thin a little sooner or it cld just be infection although my waters were clear on wednesday all it cld effect is if im to have anouther c section they might like to bring it forward upto a wk as im nt keen on taking meds to stop labour.

So Im pretty happy again now all those little niggles they wldnt answer for me she explained no prob and cldnt understand why id been messed around so much especially not telling me babys position when she obviously knew or sld have been monitering babys bum

SO HOW WE DOING HECTIC ENOUGH????

NO ???

• thought not lol well the carpet bobby layed in macs room hes covered in suff marks of his blk soled trainers n i cant shift it so runied arghhh
• we had washer temp unstairs while work was being done now it bk ds we needed to put proper end caps on as the plastic ones go after a while n were going to mk them hard to get to building macs bulit in bedroom for when bailey takes nursery , anyway he caused a leak which came threw my living room ceiling again amazingly it always shrinks bk with out a wrinkle in sight...
• sis had break down
• neice left home at 15 to go n stay we ant and turned her bk on family....nt first time i think she expected more attention but hasnt got it
• found damp which needs treating always something isnt there.....dam it!!!!!

then finally tuesday night he can hear a tap running? its only the outside tap he burried under all that concreat when we were planning extention bugger bugger bugger bigger bugger is is it the tap it self of the pipes if its the pipes chances are they t off meaning not only does bk yard have to come up but my kicken floor the one i just had slate tiles layed in .....so pissed off we cant afford this we cant have the mess and no kitchen this close to babys due date

RIGHT WELL SUPPOSE I BETTER FIND SOMETHING TO DO BUT I REALLY CANT BE ARSED ITS NOT LIKE WERE GETTING ANY WERE FOR EV THING WE DO 10 MORE THINGS APPEAR

I was a little tence after the hospital yestureday I forgot about the good bit's, I may have gotten no were, but Mac, he had a great time, and made me so proud sharing toys and his sweets with this adorable little girl who was a yr older than him ...tut tut... lol... just like his daddy hahaha

I noticed his behaviour was better afterwards too I suppose he gt some contenment from the experience hes been lovely today too although it must have tired him out yesturday as he slept till almost 11am, he wasnt happy about being got up yesturday, he gave me this scunchy face n threw his head back down..... as if he was saying "yer right you know what you can do if you think im getting up at this time" lol

I just wish that I cld take him out more but right now I cant after yesturerday I feel a bit scared of going to far alone, told bobby last night and he thinks it cld have just been a stitch but then you worry about it being worst dont you, and anxiety kicks in because like he said im fine at weekends rd town centre in supermarket etc its just happing when im alone and i have to admitt i do worry if something happend macs reasonably safe in house with me but if we were out he aint gonna be ringing daddy for me and you cant guarentee someone will be around to help....god its sounds daft outting it all out there, but there it is ....

so went for my check up and my gtt today 4 hrs and all im left with is questions more bloody questions, i asked 3 times what protien in my water and a trace of leu shes wrote i rem she said leuko but i cant rem how it end from what i gather from google its white blood cells and has done nothing other than confuse me even more.

the staff didnt seem to care very much about anything i had to say nt even that i practically crawled there with cramps i gt 1 block before it started like a really painful stitch i was fine when i gt there and im fine at home but a simple 10 min walk had me in agony, now i have to wait untill nxt wednesday to see my midwife at gp surgery after today i dont think ill be walking will have to get dad to tk me or see if bobby can get an afternoon off work

im so angry at them, no one wants to lisen after mac they said we'll keep an eye on you nxt time what a joke, they've actively ignored me other than blood tests they cheacked my urine 3 times and felt bump once ill have been ignored for 5 wks by time i get to clinic

deep breaths *arghhhhhhh* i hate being like this i dont wanna be trapped at home feeling sorry for myself im preg not ill but i know somethings nt right i sldnt feel like this i sldnt be in pain, honestly if things dont improve soon i wont be having more kids unless we can afford private care they said my bp was normal this morning im pretty sure it isnt now.....

great huh the day i was thinking i would get all my answers turned oput to piss me off, now im so gald i just joined a panel to discuss the service etc and suggest changes oh i cant wait lol just have to reword my suggestions a little?

Been kinda a tuff wk since wednesday I dunno why i didnt just get checked out I guess I just did'nt wanna admitt anything was wrong but 3 times I had really bad contrctions, its weird how many things are different with a second baby even tho my pregnancys gone reasonably well things have happend so quick I don't rem alot of the lil glitches like braxton hicks now knowing the signs of labour its hard to distiguise...but I plucked up the courage to ring and mk sure today, I spoke to help line last wk but its diff as they dont know your history today i gt my midiwfe and im normal....lol i am!!!!

as im going hossy on wednesday they'll check me over but she doesnt see any major problems occuring before then they think the mucus might just be with me carrying quiet big babies and having a tilted pelvis the pressures mounting, they'll just mk sure my cervix hasnt started sofening and for infection

i know i souldnt but i kinda hope my cervix is, not that i want a prem baby just it might indicate he'll be sooner rather than later and im thinking natural wld be nice this time

I rem my ant saying to my mum that she felt cheated having had a section were as my mum had me naturally she thought shed missed out on the final herdle, i never really gt that i was just pleased as punch to be a mum how the baby came didnt matter but i can see now it will be easier having a toddler lets just hope my body is totally screwed having a tilted pelvis and womb causes certain prob if there tilted against each other im effectively blocked.....?

This weekend my sister who was a great help with mac is being alkward id asked her right at the beginning if she'd look after mac whilst im in labour all of a sudden she isnt bothered whats happening infact she was plain nasty this weekend she didnt wanna know what was happening what we'd gt for bub it was all about her and then she announces shes booked her holidays for wk before babys due meaning she'll return to work if baby arrives on due date so thats leaves me stuffed!!!!

I think shes a bit niffed because I havent asked her to be there at the birth,  but for all any one knows right now anouther c section cld be on the cards and only bobbys allowed in theatre what does she want me to do, puch bobby out? i didnt really want her there last time she rang to see how id been getting on morning i was in labour found out i had started at home before they cld induse me and arrived of her own accord....and did i mind no i just let it all slide so now i think shes being completely unreasonable and selfish arghhh

but on a brighter side my brother came up the weekend strange i know lol risking his presious bmw in this naighbourehood lmao!!!! his wife has been having ivf again hes so hopefull talking about what he sld buy asking loadsa questions she hasnt been inplanted yet and hes ready to spoil this lill baby, so nice to see him so happy, i really hope it works for them this time his wifes lovely and it cant bea easy trying again and again for it to fail, hes even picked out a bmw car seat from dealership well untill i pointed out his wife drives a punto but its fine he'll buy one of them too...lol this kids gonna hve so many gadgets i think she'll be needing his car haha

oh my darling son is awake i hear, lets see what he can do now this morning i found him loading the washer so cute i just stood there watching him when he pulled it all bk out again lol he did help me do the washing later tho...bless how long do you think it will be before he can do pots?..........................hahahaha

ciya xoxoxoxoxox

Last night I lost some mucus and didnt think alot about it untill the contractions started *argh*, the timing was great Bobby was stuck at work and I was home alone with Mac but I did'nt tell Bobby I thought it best to wait and see if I'd told him I'd then be worrying about him driving home in a panic, but luckily for me he was only 40 min late he soon noticed something was'nt right with me pasing bk and forth taking deep breath's, but I'd still kinda denyed it to myself if that mks sence... Untill he was feeling bump and kept asking if baby was kicking ....coz no it wasnt the contractions and tightening were that bad he cld tell.

Still desided I didnt want to go to the hospital typical me hate hospitals!!!! I feel fine today and baby's kicking away but it has got me worried,... so I rang the doc's who told me there no to worried as I'm not bleeding the mucus was clear and the contractions stopping suggests that it was braxton hicks. Still I think 7 hrs is bloody long braxton hicks, but I'm at the hospital on wednesday so untill then if anything happens I've gt the phone by my side.

If one more person tells me I have to tk things easy ill strangle em!!! im not exactly doing the can can with the hover but certain things have to be done or id be living in a pig sty, with the first 18 mnth old azbo kid lol im just fed up as what ever i do i cant win only this weekend mum was trying to tell me i sld be getting windows done now cleaning the house from top to bottem and all of a sudden this happens and im invalid yet no one seems to be helping me ....^%&^%&^%^

well mackenzies been obsessed with my mobile for mnths lill buggers rang a few ppl and hes managed to txt lol isnt he cleaver.....emm ?

well we tried giving him an old mobile with no sim card and guess what you can still ring 999....arghh mummy paniced and hung up*bad mummy* needless to say he hasnt had that mobile since but from time to time he manages to descover were mine is

hed seen me talking the other day and i thought id hidden it afterwards without him noticing haha... half an hr later hes bouncing it on the laminate flooring shot into pieces but it still worked well untill i found out it wont charge now =[

i was getting a new phone anyway but ive been putting it off as im working on a nintendo ds that bloody brain training adverts driving me mad just like when suduko came out it just has to be mastered lol and my usb cables been playing up so i thought id get new cable n wait about 6 mnths b4 upgrading now its shot so within the nxt 24 hrs im mobile less bit peeved as i have a couple of pics i havent managed to transfere....oh there saved to a memory card does that mean i can slot it in laptop?

but ya gotta love kids right? lol i just have to work on bobby some more to get both mobile and ds hehe

Just seen this on monyq83 blog and signed up seems easy enough, pledge to turn off your lights and all sockets at 8pm on 29th march for just 1 hour being that it will be mackenzies bed time ill have to have his monitor on, but every little helps right? the way i looked at it its doing something for the future thats not going to cost me a penny although it maight save a few and luckily for me i dont usually get on minti till around 9/930pm...

if you would like to take part then sign up using the link HERE and do your bit for helping to mk the world a nicer place for all....

cheers Jo

ok so havent blogged for 5 days wow must be ill lol, been kinda hectic but then whats new?

the news about northern rock had us in a flap and made us re think who we sld hold our morgage with, weather nows the right time to move? with house prices flopping over night and we finally decided Nope were not going to bother moving to do up more houses whilst we live in a building site with young kids, it a slight bummer tho as we relyed on using property development as a plan to mk dreams of emigrating come true but things have been taken out of our hands....so what can you do well sit it out basically take a break for a few years and see what the future has in store in the mean time well be enjoyinmg a new baby planning a holiday getting me a car oh and the best bit shh i didint say that....hehe a WEDDING!!! its only taken us 6 years but were finally making plans YAYYYYY!!!!!!

The bummer to the whole situation is emigrating is knocked back now to 5 years thats how long they estimate before house prices rise n we can cash in and do a runner to sunnier climates lol but learning to drive planning a wedding and a double chrisening sould tk some time right? i mean i wouldnt wanna get bored whilst im freezin my tits of in the uk would i ? haha

As I havent been on I wont have told you xena the doggie has gone thursday night his dad rang she cld go that night so we might not have a new home and garden grrr but xena has!!!, called to cheak everything was ok etc and yea shes bonding with there lill boy really well, so even tho its sad to see her go kinda strange now no dogs after 5 years with her and others the house doesnt feel the same =[

usual stresses with family continue, but like i said things are gonna change were gonna spend time with the kids spoiling them holidays so once the babys here they cant hound us all the time, im fed up with calls ev wekend changing our plans to meet there needs and what do you get for it all bugger all!!!! so enough is enough in a way its kinda like training they aint gonna be able to call in favours all time when were at other side of the world are they now...spookily his mum brought up wedding and chrisenings how the hell she knows??????? weve told no one so hope you feel privalidged ok told teshia first but still you all know before family does so shh thats just how we plan to kee it for a while...now gotta see if his mums bugged our house????? lol you cant do that right???

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Ok something else for you to try in a moment of bordem lol I came across this ive posted mine below wierd lill things like my lucky numbers etc i been spot on ....how accurates yours?

2 July 1982

Your date of conception was on or about 9 October 1981 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 11.

Your fortune cookie reads:
You will witness a special ceremony.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445152.5.
The golden number for 1982 is 7.
The epact number for 1982 is 5.
The year 1982 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 11 Tammuz 5742.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 12 Tammuz 5742.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.9.1.8 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 9 tun 1 uinal 8 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 10 Ramadan 1402 (1402-9-10).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 11 April 1982.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 18 April 1982.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 24 February 1982.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 30 May 1982.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 6 June 1982.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 18 September 1982.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 8 April 1982.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 23 February 1982.
 
As of 3/5/2008 10:48:03 AM EST
You are 25 years old.
You are 308 months old.
You are 1,340 weeks old.
You are 9,378 days old.
You are 225,082 hours old.
You are 13,504,968 minutes old.
You are 810,298,083 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Lindsay Lohan (1986) Michelle Branch (1983) Jos‚ Canseco (1964) Vincente Fox (1942) Richard Petty (1937) Carlos Saul Menem (1930) Dan Rowan (1922) Thurgood Marshall (1908) Hermann Hesse (1877)
Top songs of 1982
I Love Rock `n' Roll by Joan Jett & the Blackhearts Eye of the Tiger by Survivor Ebony and Ivory by Paul McCartney & Stevie Wonder Centerfold by J. Geils Band Maneater by Daryl Hall & John Oates Jack & Diane by John Cougar Don't You Want Me by Human League Up Where We Belong by Joe Cocker & Jennifer Warnes Abracadabra by Steve Miller Band Hard to Say I'm Sorry by Chicago
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.67045009784736 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Monday.
Your lucky number is 2 & 7.
Your ruling planet(s) is Moon.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Capricorn.
Your opposition number(s) is 8.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 119 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 26 candles.

Those 26 candles produce 26 BTUs,
or 6,552 calories of heat (that's only 6.5520 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.97 US ounces of water with that many candles.  
 

In 1982 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1982 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1982 in the US there were 2,495,000 marriages (10.8%) and 1,180,000 divorces (5.1%)
In 1982 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1982 the population of Australia was approximately 15,288,891.
In 1982 there were approximately 239,903 births in Australia.
In 1982 in Australia there were approximately 117,274 marriages and 44,088 divorces.
In 1982 in Australia there were approximately 114,771 deaths.

Your birthstone is Ruby

The Mystical properties of Ruby

Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Carnelian
Your birth tree is
Apple Tree, the Love

Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.
 

There are 295 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 308 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.
 

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for more information.  

 

Click here to learn what your name says about you.

 

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Hello, I souldnt be here but I figure  cleaned all upstairs did down stairs yesturday and you can garentee soon as mac get up from his nap the house is gonna look like a bombs hit it so bugger it the vacuming can wait a while lol

Having a pretty good day I dont know why I just am prob coz im busy no time to waste worrying about all the other crap, got a block coming rd tonight to help us sort the finances before bubs arrives and anouther wednesday night so then all we gotta do is choose the best deal, I love it when he sorts his money out the extra means I get spoilt lol, just means those lill things ya gotta wait for are hopefully happenig a bit sooner a nice new bedroom and my provitional licence hey I might even send the bmumin thing of this time I WANT MY WHEELS!!!!

Thursday night we gotta be down at my sisters for yep anouther bitrthday my neices this time had 1 a week lately so nxt week ill prob be shattered hiding under the duvet lol

Well best get off he home in an hr n half, now what to cook?