This post is from from my other blog here

you didn’t say goodbye
when you went out of town
and i try to deny
that i’ve been feeling down
cuz my friends don’t understand
what i see in you
and so i just pretend
and hide my shade of blue

my friends they all tell me
i can write my own ticket
go wherever i please
fulfill all my wishes
and they don’t understand
why i even try
and so i nod my head
and talk about other boys

i know i’m just wasting my time
hanging around waiting for you
i know i should just cut the ties
that keep me coming back to you
i never thought i could be so weak
but i just don’t have what it takes
to pick myself up and just leave
never looking back again.

so i sit here all alone
the night begins to fall
i keep staring at the phone
knowing you won’t ever call
and i don’t understand
how i came this far
when i don’t have a chance
of ever winning your heart