This post is from from my other blog here

(song)

the clouds have all flown away now
exposing my fears to the universe
i need you to cover me somehow
i just want to bury my head in your arms
i just want to lose myself inside your warmth

early in the morning when i open my eyes
i see you standing over me
i look up at you and you see me smile
you know it's safe to lie there with me
do you remember when that wasn't a dream

honey, i don't know where i am any more
the houses and roads all look the same to me
i took a wrong turn two thousand miles ago
i wish i never left the comfort of you eyes
i wish i didn't have to say goodbye

i'm waiting for you right here
cos i don't wanna go any further without you
i'm lying by the side of this strange dark road
i'm cold and i'm scared and i'm all alone
all i need
all i'm asking for
is an eternity
lying in your arms again
all i need all i'm asking for
is an eternity
lying in your arms again

This post is from from my other blog here

i’m sorry
i was a stubborn clam today.
i saw the hurt
in your eyes;
i heard the frustration
in your voice,
and yet
i didn’t relent.
i shut you out,
hid my heart,
pushed you away.
please understand--
it’s just easier for me this way.
i know i’m being lazy,
but most of all

i’m afraid—
that i’m too vulnerable,
too easily hurt,
that if i let you into
the secret chambers
of my heart,
the places i treasure most,
you may
unintentionally
pierce the tender flesh
and all that would be left
would be a bloody mess
of my too human heart,
my stubborn clammy human heart.