Woah, so much has changed since September.  My new partner moved in.  We're doing so well with our children bonding with each other.  They are like brothers, and my son is getting along so well with my partner.

I'm right about to change jobs, and I've recently gone back to work full time, which I forgot is terribly hard - especially with 2 kids and a partner, and a full sink of dishes every night hehe.

On the whole I'm soooo happy.  Glad to be back on minti too.  I've read tonnes of great advice and I'm hoping to make some great friends.

Talk to you soon x

Geeeez I haven't even logged on for like 2 months.  Since becomming addicted to ebay I've been spending all my time (and cash doh) on there.  Hehe.

I just had my birthday (24 now gawd) and my gorgeous sexy man and I have been together for 5 months.  We're pretty much ready for him to move in.  I'm so excited. 

Most importantly my little boy is just a darling.  He's been soooooo good.  He's learning about his body at the moment.  Things like when he's hungry, thirsty, itchy, hot etc.  One thing he wont do is go to the toilet.  I'm so sick of changing nappies I'm considering putting him outside with no pants on so he can work it out himself.  Ok fine, I confess, I really really really cant be bothered doing the toilet training thing.  Its such a mission and he's just not getting it.  I think its time to switch to jocks and never go back. 

Ok

I haven't written for a while - everythings been happening so fast.  So its the 1st of June.  Oh my lord nearly half the year is gone.  I truly believe my life is flashing before my eyes.  Jayden is sleeping right thru the night WOOHOO!!  And I'm handling work, money and social life extremely well GO ME!!  And I have a new boyfriend.  Somehow the balance of everything is working in my favour.

I'm getting rid of the baby stuff.  Pram, bouncer you know all that stuff that clogs the spare room.  I have a very bad feeling that something ironic will happen and as soon as its gone, I'll bloody get pregnant by accident again.  Lord almighty hear my prayer "NOT AGAIN!!!!!"

I quit smoking.  God that was shit.  And i joined the gym.  So I'm kinda focused on looking hot and feeling energetic.  I also have started doing my music live again.  Thats been opening up heaps of opportunities for me.  Putting some of the focus back on me and my life has given me much more appreciation for my son and for the time I get to spend just with him doing mummy stuff.  I learned how to cook playdough.  Messy but jeez it was fun.  I make a shitload so I get some to play with too hahaha.  Reminds me of being little.

Anyway hope all of you are doing well.  Positive thinking breeds positive actions xxx

I met the hottest guy!  We've been on one date (last night) and he wanted to see me again tonight.  Luckily Jayden is going to his Dads tonight.  I'm so excited / nervous.  I've had a few other dates, but this guy is HOT!

So the rest of this blog will sound something like this...........

Tra la la la dee deee tra la laaaa, teee teee teeee, dooo dooo dooo, off in fairy land etc.....

So today is actually a heaps better day.  Since implementing the "positive reinforcement" thing, Im winning the tantrum battle against my son - woohoo!  But lord, who knew out witting a two year old would be so damn hard!!  I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday - god how I've longed to be single.  But somehow I still end up in a go-no-where relationship regardless of how much I'd rather not - afraid of being alone i'm pretty sure.

So the only permanent man in my life is my lil boy (god how sad), but at the same time I'm overjoyed to have the house alllll to myself and the freedom to be the "free spirit" (as my work mate put it hehe) that I am, and party hard every second weekend when my ex has our son.  I'm naming this period of my life "RED WINE OF PLENTY AND MEN OF HARD BODIES".  Ha! That sounds really sleazy, and to tell the total truth - it is and I meant it that way.

xxx

Today I feel totally overwhelmed!  Theres always so much to do, and bills never stop.  I hate my job and I'm sick of doing everything around the house all by myself.  Then I get to thinking something like "stupid Jayden" as if its his fault somehow that things turned out the way they did.  Poor little lamb.  One thing I'm glad about is that I never take things out on him, tho I'm sure he knows when Im stressed.

Anyway, just felt like bitching.

Hey Guys

Go to www.myspace.com/louiseformentin and check out my music.

Love Louise