So today is actually a heaps better day. Since implementing the "positive reinforcement" thing, Im winning the tantrum battle against my son - woohoo! But lord, who knew out witting a two year old would be so damn hard!! I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday - god how I've longed to be single. But somehow I still end up in a go-no-where relationship regardless of how much I'd rather not - afraid of being alone i'm pretty sure.
So the only permanent man in my life is my lil boy (god how sad), but at the same time I'm overjoyed to have the house alllll to myself and the freedom to be the "free spirit" (as my work mate put it hehe) that I am, and party hard every second weekend when my ex has our son. I'm naming this period of my life "RED WINE OF PLENTY AND MEN OF HARD BODIES". Ha! That sounds really sleazy, and to tell the total truth - it is and I meant it that way.
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