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I haven't written for a while - everythings been happening so fast.  So its the 1st of June.  Oh my lord nearly half the year is gone.  I truly believe my life is flashing before my eyes.  Jayden is sleeping right thru the night WOOHOO!!  And I'm handling work, money and social life extremely well GO ME!!  And I have a new boyfriend.  Somehow the balance of everything is working in my favour.

I'm getting rid of the baby stuff.  Pram, bouncer you know all that stuff that clogs the spare room.  I have a very bad feeling that something ironic will happen and as soon as its gone, I'll bloody get pregnant by accident again.  Lord almighty hear my prayer "NOT AGAIN!!!!!"

I quit smoking.  God that was shit.  And i joined the gym.  So I'm kinda focused on looking hot and feeling energetic.  I also have started doing my music live again.  Thats been opening up heaps of opportunities for me.  Putting some of the focus back on me and my life has given me much more appreciation for my son and for the time I get to spend just with him doing mummy stuff.  I learned how to cook playdough.  Messy but jeez it was fun.  I make a shitload so I get some to play with too hahaha.  Reminds me of being little.

Anyway hope all of you are doing well.  Positive thinking breeds positive actions xxx