lol well it wasnt as bad as i thought mum text me then i rang her but she didn answer so i left a nasty message for her bout not calling then she called hmm lol had a call from my aunty who i classify as my mum cos shes been there more for me, but she told me that dad had actually forgot my birthday lol cos she was calling him to get my number and he asked y? she told him to call me for my birthday der! well atleast he came bearing a gift lol, i also got stuff from my nan and from one of my other aunts. and darren got me a really nice gold necklace and its a heart pendant with little diamonds on it. his eldest boy chris ased if he could get me something from him and the other kids lie how sweet hes only 9., but from them i got clothes and i swear if you want fashionable clothes let him shop for you there the best clothes ever hes got an eye for fashion. so all up i got two bracelets with heart lockets a heart neclace and a 21 key necklace so hot as clothes and best of all i got friends.

hi all, im well kids are sort of good and its my big birthday tomorrow im really not looking forward to it as i hate my birthday but its my 21st soi guess i willbe getting the whole your an adult now blah blah blah well byes m still hereim just over busy.

see ya all for a while.

well it was ebonies birthday on the 28th shes now a big #2 unfortunatly no one but my nan and pop showed up not even her dad and when he finally messaged her it was actually from his 14 yrold sis and it was 6 30 pm it was like ohh yeah we have a daughter/neice and its her birthday better say it before we totally forget again.... total after thought she was, i felt really bad for ebs she got stuff all pressys from me and no one came to see her and its not like they dont know where i live. my mum rang the day before hand and goes ohh say happy birthday to ebs for me, i told her it was a day early and she goes ohh ohwell now i dont need to say it tommorow.... my dad didnt say it til today he said he was out of credit.... helllo what wrong with coming over and saying it he seriously lives 5 streets over, it was just utter laziness and bullsh*t i hate my family now and will never forgive them my lil sis still hasnt said anything. its so petty of them and they dont even stop to think how ebs will feel there just to stuck up there own ars*s to give a cr*p about anyone else.

tell me am i over reacting? or should they have made an effort?

im really upset about it and it makes me feel like shes nothing important to them shes my sis's and her dads sis's first neice., my parents first grand daughter, her dads first and only child actually put it this way shes the first girl me and my sis's have had and shes the only grandchild on her dads side. yet they all forget or just dont care shes turning a year older.

any way sook session over.                       i ended up getting her a little playskool walker-bike, a talking vaccum, loads of new clothes, my nan got her carebears movie #2, she also got a pram yesterday off my partners sis deb and a toy laptop from his other sis sue( who ebs calls SUE-SEI) sounds cute when she says it.

well my b day thursday wonder how many people dont come to that seing its my 21st. haha.

well little stormeis a calling me for feedings well we call her lambie...cos she sounds like a lamb when she crys.

well bye for now but never for ever.

hi all its been a while all is well with me and bubs. ebs isnt so well shes still acting weird and i cant even take her to the docs cos shes at my mums house until the 27th. its 8 days until her 2nd birthday shes a big girl on the 28th so i will have loads of funny pics that day i ended up getting her a bike that converts to a walker its cute lol and shes getting clothes cos she had a growth spurt and is finally in a size 1 yeah shes still a bit small for her age. ohh that reminds me my birthdays coming up also lol its my 21st on the 4th september. yay not i soo cant be bothered doing anything for my birthday i think i might just go out for dinner with the kids and partner.

well stormeis still not in a routin she refuses to get into one so im still getting realy broken sleep it was that bad lastnight i gave up and shoved her in bed with me. atleast i get 5hrs sleep between 5 til 10 am but then she wakes u doing the im soooo starving that im going to scream til i get boob.kinda annoying she is always crying when ever shes awake she crys its driving me nutters.

well thats it nothing new to say or tell about.