Every night Scott Lucas would stay up late waiting for me. I work as a DJ at local radio station here and I work until 10pm. Lucas would always wait for me. He would cry and then stop when he gets to hear my voice.

Before he was born, I told my wife, that Lucas will be closest to me than hers.

I've seen it almost everywhere, girls would be more close to their fathers and boys to their mothers. I said to myself, this is my first kid, I will love and cherish him, and even though I'm away most of the time, I will be more close to him than his mom. - not that I don't want them to be close... I just want my kid to run to me. Whenever he feels like crying, or maybe scared and wants me to be with him all the night, that kind of thing.

Me thinking out loud!