Carol, it is lovely to see you, so sorry you are having such a bad  time...depression can affect every aspect of your life. I hope you are recieving some help with support from loved ones and medication to help you see the candle light glowing at the end of the tunnel, there is one there sweet.

If you ever feel like talking just get in touch with me anytime, have been down this road and it is one that shouldn't be travelled alone.

Love Janice