Hello to all my friends and new members.

Thought i'd better blog as it has been a while. Not much is happening i had a great christmas/holiday. for 2 weeks. My 2 eldest kids are in brissy at the moment for a 10 day holiday with ther nan and pop they wouldnt take the youngest grrrr they recon he is to much to handle which infact he is lol.

I applied for a job today so hopefully i will get it, cant wait for school to start back here. Over tassie schools not keeping up with the rest f Austrealia.

Saw my ranking has got better thank-god bit excited about that.

Anyway chat soon all and have a great day

Tassie xx

Hi all i hope everyone has a great chrissy, cant wait i am going on holidays for 2 weeks yipee!!!!!!!

Well i had a very interesting afternoon yesterday i couldnt find my keys my youngest told me that he had locked them in the boot and of course i dont have spare keys,(spent 2 hrs last night looking incase he had put them somewhere) . I couldnt break in as my car as an alarm so i had to ring the locksmiths this morning it took them 2 minutes to open it and cost me $70.00, Geez they make there money.Now i am happy that they were in there and i can go somewhere today lol felt traped cause i couldn't drive stupid!!! i know..

Anyway chat soon Tassie xx

Well i listened to the most disgraceful child abuse case in the world on youtube yesterday!!!!    

The story is on BABY P if know one has watched this please watch it (the guy reading the articles on baby p is putting a petition together as the mother and father only got 14 years, its horrible and child protection workers need a boot up the back side.       http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=RZugVg9HuEQ i cried while listening to this disgraceful!!!!!. i THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY AUSTRALIANS(Being let down by the system), BUT NOW I BELEIVE ITS ALL OVER THE WORLD..DO CHILD PROTECTION WORKERS GET THERE DEGREE OUT OF A CORNFLAKES BOXES????? I KNOW SOME PEOPLE WORK HARD BUT WHERE DOES IT STOP IN THE PROCESS LINE. CAUSE IT DOES AND IF THERE ARE ANY CHILD PROTECTION WORKERS ON MINTI HAVE A GOOD THINK BEFORE YOU RESPONED TO THIS "YEAH YOU MIGHT HAVE A FEW CASES THAT YOU SAVE BUT YOU HAVE A SHIT LOAD THAT FAIL)

WHAT CAN WE DO TO FIX OUR SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!

TASSIE XXX

Hey all thought i better do a blog well a normal one?

I am feeling alot better from my hysto just need to bump my iron levels up which feels like its taking for ever. Life back in Tassie is great my husband and i are getting along alot better(well we did before he just went off the rails a little, some people no what happened) I still feel a little unsettled as in if this is the place to be, but i guess i need to get over it, i need to start thinking about the children and school than thinking about myself. The kids are great my eldest Jayden and i have our moments but i seriously think its the age gap me being 29 him 10. Hopefully his attitude will change a litttle. Well this is a short blog but hey its something lol

Take care all and we shall chat again soon

Tassiebiarch xxxx

Hey all just letting you know that i just got out of hospital this morning. Had been in that shithole for 6 days. Anyway it was a disaster.

Went into hospital tuesday morning for hysto all going well second on theatre list bonus anyway have op. woke up and gyno said he did a vaginal i was so bloody excited. Wed morn wake feel bloody awesome, wed afternoon i went down hill sweating,  pains in stomach,  high temp, Gyno came in to assess me rushed me down for an ultrasound(fainted going from bed to wheel chair holy crap that was scary) ultrasound showed internal bleeding so off i was rushed for a  abdominal. God damn i would not reccomend a bloody abdominal hysto to anyone its the most painful thing i have ever been through. If i hadnt had a abdo hysto i would of been out days ago and felt nothing downstairs, i have had no sorness whats so ever .

Anyway hopefully i will get better quickly cause i am really over it. Cant wait for the so called new change i am suppose to get.

Tassie xxxxxxxx 

Well what a week, i lost my job because on wed i found out that i have to have a hysto on tues.Yep i lost it over my health. Well i think my health is more important than the job plenty of more jobs. I think it was just the fact that she made her decision in like 5 sec. Any way i am so nervous about my hysto they dont no if it will be vaginal or abdo they wont no until i am under so its nervous not knowing. I am happy that i am finally having one. Its just that it happened alot faster than i imagined. Tassie health system is shit and waiting lists are huge well thats what i thought obviously not as i only had to wait 6 weeks. The only thing that could go wrong is they cancel it which will really piss me off considering the job thing. They are taking extra special care with me as i am prone to clots, but its still scary

anyway i will let you all no how it goes when i get out of hospital on fri or over the weekend

Tassie xxxxx

Well my first 3 days of full time work went well, i am buggered but worth it..Now i thought i would cook my meals ahead so cook 5 meals on sunday and freeze them.But i need ideas please lots of them to keep me going for a while(mix it up week to week.

thanks in advance if i get any

cheers Tassie x

Well how excited am i. I got my first full time job ever lol well i worked full time for 12mths 11 years ago. I will be going back to work on wed and i am soooooooo happy.

Well hello to all

                                    it has been so long since i have been on.Its been ages since i have written a blog. I have moved back to tassie have been here for 8 weeks now it feels like forever.I moved back alot quicker as things have happened in my life/relationship.my husband and i are fine now but it was rocky there for a while thanks to him. Life back in tassie is great i am deciding what to do with my life in the way of career. I have finally got the ok from the gyno for a hysto and am i happy extremly. I want to say a special thanks to cazza she new it was me with my annon questions dont ask me how we had never spoken about it but hey she new it was me spooky hey lol..And i would also like to thank certain friends on here that has checked into my lounge to say hi even tho i havnt said hi back sorry.Now that i have started to sought my shit out i can be on here more so look out the B&^%H is back lol kidding !!!!! I cant wait to say hi to all and have a good chat

Cheers Tassie xxxxx

Ok well i am moving back to tassie in july and my husband is coming over in september after footy finishes.  Now i want to know  how do you survive being apart for 10 weeks the longest we have been apart in our 12 yrs of being to gether is 2 nights. How will i cope. I hate being by myself i cant sleep i get scared is this normal will i get over it. He isnt liking the fact that we will be apart foe 10 weeks but we need to do it. I would go tomorrow but i have to be a bit fair i guess. I will have support where i am moving.I will be living in my uncles cottage as he is leaving for thailand for 5 mths this week so his whole house is mine free of charge. I think its fair on the kids to move in july and get them into school rather than wait till september and give them a couple of mths.The kids will prob hate me for doing this but i feel its better for them. I was reading a response on here the other day where someone said to have a countdown calander for when dad is coming home i think that,thats a great idea.So if anyone can help shed some light on this subject i would appreciate it highly

thanks tassie