Today I had an epiphany It just struck me I couldn’t see That all along it will always be Just you and me. Love is blind to the outside world Love will find you once you learn Don’t expect it to be perfect Expect to fall flat off your feet Just accept that you’re still learning While the pages of life keep turning I just know Passion fades sometimes From your heart to mine, For you I will have always time My best friend for life Please be kind And say you’ll always be mine Just hold my hand and my heart Promise we’ll never be far apart Coz after all I can finally see It’s meant to me Just you and me.

Past Present and Future.

 

I remember yesterday full of tears and distress

I remember the abuse and severe torment

I remember my tears, dripping off my face,

I remember that time in that awful place.

 

I remember the fear of tomorrow,

I remember no happiness and a lot of sorrow.

I remember you pushing me to the bed

I remember the black outs and pain in my head.

 

The past is the past,

Let it stay where it is

Let yesterday be yesterday

Let the tears just go away

 

I remember today when I awoke

I remember the words that I spoke,

I remember thinking look how far I’ve come     

I remember feeling content as one.

 

I remember thinking of the pain

I remember it seemed like yesterday

I remember being scared I couldn’t go on

I remember that day, when happiness begun.

 

Today is today

A smile crosses my face

Let me live in the present

And forget all the pain.

 

I look forward to the future

Whatever it brings

I look forward to the smiles

Happiness and tears.

 

I look forward to the day,

When someone says look how far you’ve come

I look forward to the day,

When she says I’m proud of you, I love you mum.

 

The future is the future

Which we cannot predict

Just experience and live life

Until that day you die.

I had a job lined up for 3 months had been told i'd have 3 - 4 weeks work and talked via sms and mobile phone to the employer who i know, i have turned up to work the first day travelled 200 ks and organised chilcare only to have them laugh in my face and tell me oh there mistake they got the wrong meaghan as if they could employ someone like me.

I am qualified for the position and had been talking to the employer for 3 months beforehand. I had passed other employment opportunitys up for this only to be spat in the face, do i have any leg to stand on to sue them for compensation? For the weeks of work teh HR officer promised me, i have all the messages and emails.

Anyone with any advice please....

Random question but i'd just like to know.... How much weight and what your weight went to and from during pregnancy...

Before pregnancy i was 62 kilos... i am 165cm

day before giving birth (2weeks o/d) 99.5 kilos

2 years after birth: 52 kilos...

I put on alot and i hate my stretch marks and loose belly i can't seem to do anything about the loose skin though, i tone but you its always there, makes me really self conscious.