Well  I am back!! I am going to give this site another try. Lots of things have happened to me since I have been gone!

#1 I got pregnant with baby #4  after I had my tubes tied!!!!!  Almost  2 years later!!!!!  How sad is that!!

#2 I have another son who was born on May 13/2008. His name is Mason Eric John.

Well i gotta feed the baby, can't type and nurse at the same time

 

I am #1,704,306 in helping stop this terrible thing that is happening to kids of the future.

www.lightamillioncandles.com    won't you help!!!

It was -41 when I woke up this morning. My girl-friend wanted me to go out tonight. I don't think so. I am going to stay in where it is warm.

MY sister is still telling me that she doesn't want me in her life now. SHe has also sent me a nasty e-mail. SO I am getting pretty upset all over this.   I wish I knew what I was suppose to do. She won't even listen to me.  So I am ready to let her be now.

Sam had court yesterday! she went to jail for 15 days. If she is ''good'' she can be out in 7-8 days.

But I already found out she is in solitary confinement( however it's spelt) because she was freaking out and she trashed her room/cell. All because they wouldn't give her a blanket and a pillow.  SO  than SAm phoned Big Candice and started to freak out on her saying that she isn't family cause she isn't visiting her. Than Sam went on to say that Big C is dead in Sam's mind as she thinks Candy doesn't care aboutt her. Big C did go to court with her, she is the one who brought her there.

SO I hope it does SAm some good there. MAybe she will have time to think about her life and maybe change!!

It will be 2 years this month since my mom passed away. I am so emotional. I hope I can get through it all. It has really affected my daughter (probally because she knows I am upset).  So I think I am taking Brooke out of school that afternoon and doing something special with her that grandma use to do.

I just realized I have been on this site for 5 months now. That is soo cool.  lol

I found out that a great aunty of mine passed away. Now I think the husband she leftbehind will be next. Thay have been together ever since she was 17. Aunty Mary passed away at the age of 84. I know she had a good life. I will miss you Aunty!!!

Sam did sign the adoption papers now. Arianna is in a foster home about 2 hours away from us all. But the foster parents sound really nice. They have already spoiled babe. So that is good. Arianna deserve's to be spoiled. She is so young and has been through so much already in the 7 months she has been here for.

I found out that Sam is putting Arianna up for adoption,as she doesn't want to step up and be a mom! Than all a sudden she Sam gets a job and starts coming around more and spending time with her daughter. So now who knows what is going to happen.

SAm was pregnant but when she got beat up last by Rob, she ended up bleeding and lost the baby. Although she was only like 5-6 weeeks pregnant. When she went and saw the DR the test came back negative. So I don't know if it was attention thing for us, or what?

I feel so bad cause I can't take Arianna up here to live with me! I just want her to be looked aftered properely, and know her for the rest of my life! My own children have got attached to her also.   So I am having trouble dealing with all that also/

Sam also went to court for some things to do with Rob. She almost went to jail. She has tp pay $200, and go to CFS, anger management classes, Addictions Foundation. If she doesn't accomplish all this by Feb 1 she will be going to jail forsure.  The judge almostput her in jail on the weekends cause she is ''bettering'' herself now as she has a job. So the judge said he would give her a chance as he see's her turning herself around.

I have found out nothing but bad news this year. It all started on the jan 3rd.   Don't they say bad news comes in 3's? Because for me it did. I am still upset over everything right now. It sucks hardcore for me.

Hopefully the year 2007 is going good for everyone else!