I have found my son's long lost twin. I am still in aww from over it. I can't believe how much they look alike. I have goose bumps all over me. It was like looking at my son on the computer. He even said that it was him on the computer screen. I NEED to get my scanner working so I can get some pictures up here.  It was the pic gre8st blog. The one with the paint all over and on the kids. My son Alex looks like the one in front of the t.v.   Oh my god I have the shivers now too. Well I am trying to get the scanner working here so I'll BBIAB.

Well I had a really good day. Everything went so well today. Hubby bought Sub-way for supper. 

 I went shopping with my daughter.  We walked to Wal Mart  there and back, a 20 minute walk for us. I took my youngest son, Braden,  along too in the stroller.  Braden fell asleep on the way there, and while we were in the store..I think she would have bought the store out if she could have. I spent like $160 just on stuff. I bought my Alex a spiderman costume for Halloween. Brooke bought a wig with horns in it. We bought a bunch of stuff like hair dye, hair sparkles, fake nails. Thank god it was just a bunch of small stuff to stick in the stroller. I bought myself a pair of shoes, slippers and a new pair of sweatpants. The pants are so comfortable too.

 I also started buying x-mas presents. I bought a color pack of spiderman for Alex.  A couple out-fits for my baby Braden. A package of Snubbies for Brooke. I bought Steven a new PS2 game. So atleast I have more of a start on x-mas. Still have to figure out what else to get my kids for x-mas. But thank heavens it's still a far away. On our  way home we stopped and got a drink. Than half way home Braden woke up. So atleast I got so more one-on-one time with my one and only girl. I can't wait to do that again. LOL I had soo much fun with her.

Well that's all I have for today. Bye and take care.

Well I got a hold  pest control to  come over and hopefully they got rid of the mouse. The guy said he couldn't  tell where they  or it  are coming in from. Plus since it is getting cooler out they are looking for warmer places to live.  Where I saw the mouse come from is in the middle of my apartment. SO I guess we will see. I still left my mouse traps out just in case.  I think I have to get the floor replaced in the area where my hotwater tank and furnace is. It's also starting to rot.  Great another unforseen bill. So hopefully I can get on that soon.  Bye for now

My 3 year old  son, Alex,   just said to me that he doesn't like his baby brother,1yr,  Braden, as he keeps playing with his toy cars.  Then he told he  wanted a new baby. He said with such a meaningful face. He said it so seriously.   lol  I asked him where we are suppose to buy a new baby. We are suppose to buy a new baby  at Wal-mart, according to him.  Oh man he is just too funny.  They say the darniest things don't they!!

Just thought I would share my funny with all of you. Hahahahah I am still laughing as the tears are rolling out.

I found out that my little sister is coming home for a 5 day visit just before thanksgiving. Wow I can't wait to see her. It will be so nice to have her home for awhile.

Well I went to a meeting with Sam today. So hopefully she will continue doing good by her child. She has actually made an effort to get her baby back.  So as of monday, Big Candice gets baby Arianna. Sam can come and visit but she has to follow the rules. So now  Arianna will live with her aunty for atleast 6 months. So that is really good. Sam and I had a talk so she knows that I will be her rock if she needs me to be. So I am happy over that. So we just have to wait and see. She has a new boy-friend again. So hopefully this relationship will last a little longer.  So that is all I have for now. Bye

Still we haven't caught our mouse yet. Altough I have found cheerio's in my furnace room. Well atleast he is going to be a healthy mouse lol.  So now I have to check all my food cupboards out. A woman's job never ends. I put peanut butter on a 2 traps now. So hopefully we will catch him.  I saw the mouse lastnight while I was watching t.v after the kids went to bed. Boy did it scare the crap out of me. I jumped up on the coffee table. LOL. Frantically trying to turn on the lights and go and grab a broom. So I have no idea where he is now. I am so worried that I will wake up with the mouse looking at me . LOL too funny. I guess I better get another cat. Oh well.

Later Karla

Well today I got to see Arianna. I cried when I held her. I couldn't  believe how emotional I got.  Sam was allowed to visit from 9:30 - 5:30  with her daughter. She did not show up untill 3:30pm. I am still so mad at her,how could she do this to her baby.  Even her mom couldn't  talk any sense into her. It makes me feel.... I don't know anymore! I am hurt , angry,  and everything all at once.  It really is getting me down.  From what I gather she thinks it would be best if she didn't see her daughter  anymore. She doesn't want to be'' a puppet on a string''(her own quote) And have to do everything they tell her to do. She hasn't done any of the requirements they have asked of her.

I have tried helping her, being there for her, showing her how to be a better mom. But it still doesn't help. She doesn't have time to have a social life with her daughter. I almost feel guilty of the way I spoke of her, but I guess I had to face the cold hard facts of it all.  I even went to see a counsellor about it all. I guess I didn't want to admit that I knew of such person that would do this to their own child.  I was hopeing that she would prove us wrong, and be a parent for her daughter. But... I was wrong, but at the same time right. That really sucks. I was using this blog to vent, which really helps. But some people take this out of  the contents  of what I meant it to say.  I realize what they meant, but they don't realize I justed needed to get it all out in the open too. I love Sam like a friend, a sister, but I can't imagine talking highly of someone who could walk out on her flesh and blood.  I am getting so rambled I can't even think and type as fast as I talk and type. I make no sense. I am a blubbering idiot soo I am going to go to bed and rest my teary eyed eyes

 I get to see baby again and have another long visit with her. My daugher can't wait till she comes back. so that is all good.

Bye for now Take care and love your kids to pieces.

I talked to my little sister today, Candice 14. She is doing so well there. They have horses there for her to ride. So that is doing wonders with her. She has changed so much. She isn't the same person she once was. I am so glad to see her change and become a better person. I want her to come and live with me, but  I wonder if I should just let her be there. I feel so bad for saying that but I almost think she is doing better by being there.  I feel bad as we don't get to see each other all the time. But we do chat on the phone and the computer.   She knows I love her so... Well till later Bye

I realized today that my son has been accident free of wetting the bed, poopsmearing for well over a week almost 2 weeks now. I am soo happy. So we are off to go buy '' a big boy toy''. Hopefully he will keep up with it.   Mind u I realize that my man took a picture of his poop artwork on the wall. LOL

I think I have a mouse in my house.  It's driving me bonkers!!  So thank heavens that a friend of mine took me to go get some mouse traps.  I have no clue on what to put on/in the trap. One suggestion was peanut butter. So I don't know what to do. Hopefullt I will catch him. My grandma just laughed at me when I told her. She lives on a farm soo.. she is use to it. Also she has a good mouser of a cat. So we better catch it. LOL .

Well Sam missed her visit again with Arianna today. She told Social Services she didn't want baby anymore. She did hop the bus to go see her mom in Saskatoon. So now they are on their way back home. So that's good. So now maybe her mom can help her and talk some sense into her. Atleast her mom is there to help her out now. So that is really good news. I get to visit with baby all day long Monday.  Sam has her next  visit on Tuesday with baby. So hopefully she will see her.

Well I had my meeting with Social Services, and they want me to help Candice out when she gets the baby Arianna . SO I agreed.  Sam wasn't at her house for her visit with Arianna. We even went in her house, as her dad has the key. She wasn't anywhere to be found.  So at the moment we have no clue where she is.  Hopefully she is at a friend's hiding out. Who knows. So we did go looking for her and couldn't find her. We checked her friend's house that we know of. SO hopefuuly she will be home when Social Service's go there to have another visit with her babe. Social Service's are worried that now that she doesn't have her kid, she is losing interest in her. So we are hoping that is the worse case scenerio. Candice had her visit with them and they checked her house out. Looked through the cupboards, asked a bunch of questions. So thank heavens she still has a playpen for babe to sleep in,and the space for it in the rooms. So that part looks all good. They are going to call some of her friends as references to see how they think of the job she is doing with her own daughter Morgan. So we will see what happens when all the record checks come back.  Till than Later

I phoned Sam's dad and told him what Sam was going to do/or thinking of. He is soo mad. Maybe I was in the wrong for telling him, but someone had to do it.  So now I don't know what is gonna happen. He even went and saw her after work, and she didn't want to talk to him or anything. And Sam asked him to leave so after awhile he did.  So hopefully Candy had a good talk with her and  changed her mind.  But I guess we just have to wait.

Grandpa doesn't know what will happen to his 2nd grand-daughter. He is so upset. He said he doesn't want to lose his grand-daughter, and he doesn't know how to handle this all.  So I am going with him in the morning to see if she is there, and go to a meeting with her workers.

Till than Bye.

Well I talked to Big Candy today. She was talking to her sister Sam. It's not going that great. Sam is thinking of giving up Arianna. Sam also told her sister that she was hopping the bus tonight and leaving town. Candice is soo upset. I told Candy maybe she is just upset and needs some more support. I tried talking to Sam,to talk her out of it. I told her I always will be here for her, if she needs someone to talk too. That I was here to help, all she has to do is call me and I will be there.  I also told her that this could be the start of a new beginning for her and babe, that this time she could make everything alright. So I don't know what is going to happen now. Candice went up there to talk to her and hopefully talk some sence into her. I hope it works. But at thesame time I wonder what will happen if she does take off? I guess we will have to wait to see what happens.

I registered my daughter for Girl Guides today. It was like $70 plus her uniform. So that isn't that bad. I can't belive she is already a Girl Guide. It seems like yesterday I was putting her in Sparks. Wow how time flies. Soon we will be out selling Girl Guide cookies. Yeah, that means another badge. She is so excitied for Guides to start. She can't wait. LOL

 My brother actually got his learner's. Omg I can't believe it.  He can actual drive legally. I had to take a picture of him actually holding it. LOL . He really thinks I am crazy now. Wow they sure do grow fast.  I feel so old now. Now I have find out when he get  his actual license.  Next thing you know he will be moving out on me. Even though he says he will never leave me. I love that kid so much.

Sam gets to see her baby today. I wonder how it will go. I feel so bad for her, but yet I want her to realize how precious her daughter is. It must be so hard to see her baby, and than leave. I could not imagine going through all those emotions.

I also found out she has to move out of that apartment that she is in now. So hopefully she will find something better,than what she has now. She is in a one bedroom,tiny place now. Sam would take the bedroom,and baby would sleep in the living room in her crib. If that was me I would be sharing the bedroom with baby,or giving baby the room. Some of the things she does makes no sense to me at all. I want her to get her baby back, but at the same time I don't. She will be 22 in a couple months.  SO I guess she still has more growing up to be. I wonder if she will change for the better? I want to help her, but she doesn't want it.  well till later....

Well I guess the visit went well. She got to see baby from 9:30 to 3:30 this afternoon. But she had to make up her own formula. She threw out lots. Big Candice went up to see the baby for the last hour of the visit. So that looks real good on her behalf. Now they will let Sam see her baby at her sister's house after the first 5 of visits, then they will go unsupervised without social service worker being there, but atleast she is at her sister's and there is someone there.

Some of the acussations were that Sam was propping the bottle up instead of holding her. I haven't  seen her do that.  Also she is just letting people watch the baby that already have been drinking lots. I have no clue what this girl is thinking. It makes me soo sad as she use to watch my kids for a couple hours, and I trusted her with them. She would take them to the park and everything. I wonder what changed. Probally the fact that she has to do it all. Not any of the fun stuff yet.  She is also accused of being short tempered with the baby too. How would you be short tempered with a baby at that age?  Also they found out that the baby had thrush, because Sam wasn't steilizing the nipples and bottle's properly. I have no clue why she wouldn't. that is so retarded This is making sooo mad, I can't believe she would do this to her kid. How can anyone abuse their child in this way!!!  Wouldn't you do everything in your power to make your child safe, healthy, and loved? I know I do, why can't she?

Well I guess I better phone her sister to see what more is going on, till next time.

Sam went to court today, and they said there was more accusations against her to her baby girl Arianna. But they were found untrue as she hasn't had the baby since Friday. We found out that it came from the baby's father's girlfriend, Marcy. The father of Arianna showed up and said that he wants nothing to do with her(baby). So that's the better part of things.

Sam gets to see the baby 3 times this week starting tommorrow. Than 5 times next week. This thursday Social Services come to do a home visit at Candice's house( baby'aunty). They will check throu everything.  So thank heavens she still has a bassinet and a playpen to put baby in. Give Candice a bunch of rules to follow by like when Sam can come and see her.  So hopefully by the end of the week or Monday I will get to see baby Arianna. Sam has to go back to court in October. She also has lots of things to do before she gets her daughter back. I am soo happy that she has to do lots to get her back. Hopefully she will complete them all.

Wow what a day!!

 

Well today is my little man's 1st b-day, officially not ill 8:38 pm tonight. My little man is sick. Running a fever too. His cake was a red fire engine.

Braden got $100, some Mickey Mouse outfits, a singing puppy, another boat outfit , and some hotwheels cars. Steven got a blue car cake.

Steven got $100, a t-shirt, a v-rocker chair, and some new jeans. Well I guess they made out ok. I went and put cake in Steven' s face and he got me back but outside. LOL it was so funny. He got icing up my nose, in my hair, on my shirt. So when  everyone left I went and had a bath and i sneezed out blue icing lol.  What a day that was. It went so well, and everyone showed up.

Brad got $100, a shirt, a pair of pants, and some tools. And a special present from me. LOL

Well it's still birthday central around these place LOL. I am so caked out. Well atleast this time everyone comes here.

Well I found some more info on what  My so-called friend was letting happen to her baby. she was letting her ex-boyfriend tape a sucky to the baby's mouth, allowing people to swear at her, saying shut the f#ck  up. The friend had rules to follow by like be home at 9pm at night and stay there. Well the mother didn't follow that one either. The friend was calling me for support and I couldn't even talk to her,can't even look at her the same. I can't believe how she could allow these things to happen to her own flesh and blood. The baby's daddy wants nothng to do with the child, denies her at every corner. So I also found out that it was her dad that got Social Service's involved in the first place as he was worried about his grand-daughter. That made me feel better, atleast he knew something wasn't right, and acted on it.  Untill later.....

A friend of mine isn't doing her job as a mother. She has Social Services watching her for he last month as she is not doing right by her 4 month old baby.  We have told her how,when, the ins and out 's of parenting and she still hasn't stepped up to the plate for being a single mom. Her dad is upset, her whole family is.  Well they took the baby away from her, Thank heavens, now her own sister is trying to get guardianship over her niece. What a rough day it has been. So the mother now is trying  everything in her power to get her back. A little too late now I think. She has to go to angry management, Addictions Foundation, and parenting classes. I really hope she doesn't accomplish these things as she has no clue on how to be a mom.  She has court Monday. I am supporting her sister to get guardianship over her own niece. The baby is till in foster care for a week atleast.

I hope tommorrow  is a bettter day.  bye for now

Well they finally finished the deck. It is so nice.  No more rotten boards. No more loose boards either.

The demo derby went well. They didn't win anything. But Steven said it was a blast. Now he wants a beater to put in next year. We will have to see. He wants me to drive in it.

Well my brother liked his chair,so that was really cool. He got $50 dollars from Grandma + Grandpa. His aunty from his side of the family finally did call.Wow I was suprised, but my brother wasn't here and didn't call her back. So what can you do.

Well the big party is on sunday for both of them Steven and Braden. I can't believe a year has gone by already. My baby will be one.

Also my big boy Alex starts Nursery School this afternoon. I can't wait. LOL It will be nice only having one kid home this afternoon. Aww I can't wait.

Well Alex had a good day at school today. He was so proud of his picture he made.  I was so proud too.

Did anyone watch Super Nova, Lukas won. Yahoooo. CAn't wait to watch Survivor.

Yah!! It's his birthday!

Mom would be soo proud of you!!! Remember we love you. I hope you have a awesome day buddy!! Can't wait till you open our gifts!!! Love you!!

Well we are getting a new deck. Yeah what fun. Now we have to use the door in the living room. I just shampooed our carpets like a month and a bit ago. These people started friday, and they are still not done. I mean it's not that big. But they had to put new support beams as they were all rotten. Clean all that mess up underneath. It took awhile to rip the whole deck apart thoug.  They painted all the rails a nice blue color. It looks so nice. I hope it gets done soon. I wonder if they are coming today to work on it.

Well my brother left to go to the demo derby. Soo I hope they do well. He told me this morning he is going in the mechanics part of it. So I guess I have to wait till he comes back to find out what all happened. Later

Well I took the kids out for 2 hours today. We played on the  quad power wheels, which my son, Alex,  just loves. He thinks it's a real one, trying to take it in the mud, and dirt piles. It was so cute.  Than again went and did the trampoline thing. We can never play these kids out. I can't keep up with them.  Than we were throwing leaves around at each other. It was soo much fun. We went for a walk and were looking at all the leaves changing colors. So we started a leaf book again. LOL. 

Than we had to go to birthday party tonight. My nephew turned 8. Wow how time  fllies by us. We had hotdogs done on the fire pit. mmm there were good. My baby was just loving crawling around on the grass, and crunching the leaves up in his hands. Happy Birthday Kieran ! And next saturday will be his older brother's party. I know what my plans are again.

My brother's b-day is almost here. It's hard to realize I had him for 2 of his birthdays, without my mom. She would be so proud of him. I wonder what she would think of him now. How much he has changed?  How he is so protective of his family? I wish she was here to see him now .What a man he has become. I mean I had to get the hubby to  show him how to shave. Thank-god the sex talk is over. That was so embarrassing, not only for him , but for me. I mean I am his sister!! But oh well, I made it through that.  He is so upset thou because all he has is me and my kids.. His Dad is in a care home as he is pretty much a vegetable. (We have different dad's)  So he won't get anything from his side of the family which really sucks. They say they care about him, but they don't phone him or anything. Sooo...   But on a good note I got him this cool chair that has speaker's built in it, that he can hook up his PS2 to it.So hopefully he love it. I think he will. He also want a chocolate  chocolate  cake. LoL So I guess I better see what I can do.

Tommorrow he is going to the Demo Derby. Yikes I hope he doesn't plan on driving in it . Him and his friends have been working on this car forever now. Well atleast it keeps thim out of trouble, and I know where he is.

Bye for now!!

Tag I am it

What's your child's favorite book? A tonka book about digger's

What''s your favorite children's book?I love you forever

What's your child's favorite thing to eat? Anything he can get his hands on

What's your favorite thing to eat?  Chessy bacon fries and a pepsi, after, a chocolate bar

What's your child's favorite game? He likes playing roughage,  we blow on his tummy, and gently roll him over, also peek-a- boo

What is your favorite game? Aggrevation with the kids, Disney's scene it with the kids, and  any word games.

Now I have tagged  sanspotash,Tink1976,npatrick,FireFighterDaddy,Saraloo

Here's how it works you copy and paste the questions in your blog,  answer the questions, Than mail those 5 people and tell them they are it,and to visit your blog on how to play.

Have fun!

Yes!! the kids are at school. I love it right now, but I will probally end up missing them lol. It is soo quiet here. At last!! Peacefulness in the house. No fighting, and my daughter not being a tattle tale either, I think I will miss that just a bit. But oh well, I better grow more eyes in the back of my head. Bye till later!!

 Steve Irwin died today from a sting ray attack. My heart goes out to his family and friends. He will be sadly missed by us all. I feel so bad for his family he leaves behind!!

The kids b-days are coming My brother's is on the 11th he will be 16, the hubby's on the 17th, he will be 32,  my baby will be 1 on 18th. Oh god this is going to be fun   So I stil have some shopping to do.  What do I get them?  I have no clue yet. I guess we will see when I get there. I can't wait to have their parties. But I better go and figure things out, and again clean some more.LOL that' never ending.

Well the day was going good for me today. I got to sleep in, hubby got up with the kids. Yeah for me. So we went outside had some puddle jumping kids. Than we came in, cleaned the kids up, had supper. So than I was getting ready to go out with a friend for the evening, and my son decides to poop in his underwear and paint with it all on the floor and wall in the bathroom. Plus he peed all over on the floor too. What joy!!!! So I cleaned that up, gave him a bath, got him changed. Than I just had to give the bathroom a good clean before I went out. I just stunk like cleaner. I wonder why my son who is 3 is doing this!!! I have no clue why. I don't know what to do!!!???????? Hope my day is better tommorrow. Bye for now.